SILLY SPEC: Hollywood Vampires Part 5, Posts 121-150 _____________________________________________________________________________ Post 121: Lestat and Louis Lestat walked quickly away from Tom's trailer. He couldn't remember the last time he had been quite this mad. It was the deep, burning kind of anger he felt only when threatened, which was a rare occurance these days. That little pipsqueak had been handed the role of the century, and by God he was going to do it justice, even if Lestat had to kill in order to make it so! He suddenly stopped in his tracks. Kill him? He had come awfully close. Another few sips and the choices would have been reduced to two - the Dark Gift, or actual death. Lestat shuddered. He had considered giving the Dark Gift to many mortals in his time, but the idea of saddling himself with Tom Cruise for eternity was surely some joke straight from hell. He was still pondering this when a light hand touched his shoulder. Lestat looked up into the emerald gaze he loved so much. The gaze which was so filled with worry at present. "Did you kill him?" Louis asked quietly. "No. It was a near thing, but the little prima donna is still alive." Lestat suddenly grinned. "At least, he was when I left him." Louis let out a deep breath. "Good." Lestat drew him into his arms. "Have I told you how much I love you lately?" "What brought that on?" Louis asked. Lestat could hear the smile in his voice. "Just thinking about all the creatures I might have ended up with, and instead I got you." Louis pulled away. "You're not thinking of giving him the Dark Gift are you?" "No..." Lestat denied at once. "But it was a near thing. I came very close to killing him." He smiled ruefully. "Just imagine _those_ headlines! Maharet would kill me for sure!" "She'd have to go through me to do it." Louis smiled fondly, then steered them away from the set. "The sun will be rising soon." Lestat commented softly. "Since the whole coven seems to be in attendance, perhaps we should open the house...?" "Well, issue the invitations, anyway. Some may wish to get a hotel." "Fine." Lestat concentrated. :The dawn approaches. Any who wish to stay in New Orleans and continue to watch the producton are welcome at Rue Royal.: "I told them. Want to pass the message on to David and Gabrielle?: ______________________________________________________________________ Post 122: Gabrielle Gabrielle, once out of sight of Armand, started to cry. She was a Lioncourt? What else was she supposed to do? And it seemed to help Lestat..... "Damnnit!" she muttered as she drew in a deep breath and looked up into the sky, the lavender streaks of morning sending out their warning of the imminent dawn. "Why me! What does this happen to me...." She heard Louis' concerned voice echo inside her head, welcoming her to the flat to stay. Louis would understand...Louis knows....she answered hurridly, :: Louis! Wait, I'll walk back with you too. Please, cher? I need to talk with you. :: She began to run quickly through the maze of trees, honing in on Louis' signal. ________________________________________________________________________ Post 123: Gabrielle and Louis Louis galnced back over his shoulder to see the tall lithe figure of Gabrielle running towards them. He caught her emotional cry before he ead even seen her. "Lestat," He pressed a kiss to the tanned cheek. "I will catch up with you at home. I'll only be a few moments." Lestat seized him and kissed him hard. "Don't be long." He whispered. Louis watched as Lestat ascended in the blink of an eye. He turned to see Gabrielle, her face streaked with blood tears. "Ma Cherie..." He enfolded his sister-fledgling into his arms. "What is wrong?" "Oh, Louis! I'm too old to act this way! I'm too tough to act this way!" Louis smoothed the hair back from her face. It was the same corn-silk texture as Lestat, only lighter in color. "Hush... come along with me. We're losing the night quickly. My car's over there..." "Who the hell needs a car," Gabrielle sniffed, wiping her tears on the back of her hand. "Hold on to me, I *can* fly you know." Without another word she grasped Louis firmly and ascended straight up. The settled moments later in the courtyard of Louis and Lestat's home. Louis smiled, slightly unsettled by the flight. "I would say we have a few moments to talk before you fall asleep in my face. Come inside to my study. We can talk there without being disturbed." __________________________________________________________________________ Post 124: Marius and Khayman "Are you waiting for Jesse" Marius asked? "Yes", I replied. "Maharet sent me to keep an eye on her and to keep her out of trouble. But I haven't seen her. If anything goes wrong, well let's just say, it wouldn't be pretty." With a slight chuckle Khayman said "well it looks like Armand and Gabby want to be alone, I wonder what Lestat would think of that." "By the way where is David?" "Gone for now" Marius replied. With a sigh Khayman says "oh well, I guess that leaves you and me." Taking Marius by the hand Khayman smiles and says "two bachelors out on the town, whatever shall we do?" "Are you hungry?" Khayman asked . "We have a little time before sun up." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 125: Lestat and Daniel Lestat had no idea how many would take them up on the invitation, so he decided to open the whole house. It would do it some good. And besides, he was still irritated, and needed to work off some excess energy. He started a blaze in the fireplace with a thought, then stepped back as it roared to vigerous life. :That's the problem with fire: he thought. :Easy to start, but hard to control:. He spent the next several minutes opening windows and turning on lights. He had just finished when the doorbell rang. :Door's Open: he thought in general. He moved to the top of the landing just in time to see Daniel stagger in. He whistled softly. "Look what the cat dragged in." Daniel grinned, then giggled. He was completely discheveled and covered with bright lipstick prints. "She was all cat." he confirmed a little unsteadily. "Wildcat!" Lestat looked at him sharply. "Are you alright?" Daniel giggled again. "Bubble has gone to that great casting couch in the sky, but she left behind a hell of an impression!" Lestat had no idea who "Bubble" was, so he simply settled for "Come upstairs - you can take the room next to mine." __________________________________________________________________________ Post 126: Daniel and Lestat Daniel followed Lestat up the stairs. He was very tired after the 'fun' he'd had with Bubble. God, whas she annoying! He could still hear that squeaky voice in his ears, feel her warm breath in his face. "Are you okay, Daniel?" Lestat asked with concern. "Oh, I'm fine." "Okay, I'm just getting this funny images from you. That blonde girl." Lestat began laughing. "Please, Lestat! Don't even remind me! I'll kill Santino when I find him!" Lestat raised his eyebrows and shot Daniel a sympathetic look. "It's okay, Daniel. Let's just go to your room." "Will you stay with me?" "Pardon me?" "Uh, never mind..." Daniel was still a little distracted, disoriented. He didn't recall being so tired before. Had it been this way when he was a mortal boy? He had a few girlfriends, but none as hyperactive as "Bubble." Armand was a different story. He never got so tired after being with Armand, always wanted more. "That's the way mortal girls are, Daniel," Lestat said, putting his arm around Daniel. "Yeah, but we should have more energy than they do!" Lestat shruged. He kept walking down the hallway and finally opened the door of his bedroom. "This is my room. You can stay in that one," he said, pointing to a room just to the left of his own. Daniel gazed in the direction Lestat was pointing, but didn't move. "Well?" Lestat asked impatiently. "Uh, Lestat...can I ask you a question?" Lestat crossed his arms across his chest. "What is it?" "When you were a mortal, did you ever kiss a girl?" Lestat broke out laughing. "I did more than just kissing a girl!" "Well, it's just that this particular one, well, she..." Daniel paused. He could still feel the pain in his tongue as "Bubble" bit in the tender muscle and sucked his tongue until he cried out and stopped her. Lestat immediately picked up the thought. "Oh, that's quite normal!" He said with amusement. "I take it you were only into classy girls as a mortal, huh?" __________________________________________________________________________ Post 127: Gabrielle and Louis Gabrielle soundlessly followed Louis to his study and curled herself into a ball in the large leather armchair in the corner and looked up at Louis who sat opposite. She had to fight to keep control of herself, yet images if Armand kept coming back to mind. Sighing, she shook the images away. "I hate him." she said very plainly. "Ahhh...." Louis responded, knowingly, "Armand, correct?" She scowled at the mention of his name, "Who else? Louis, sometimes I have no idea who he is. We enjoy each other's company too much and then, just when it looks as if something may come of all of it, he disappears back into himself." Louis sat back, remembering his times with Armand with great clarity, "Armand, well, he is not content with himself. He si very afraid of hurting another, and if that person becomes hurt by his actions, he blames himself." Gabrielle bit her lip and pondered what Louis had just said. She drew her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them, as if trying to protect herself. She turned her attention back to Louis, "He said I deserved more, that it was just a game of seduction. I don't believe that for one second. For that one moment...when we were truly with one another, there was no plot or ploy. He truly cares.....but then that wall shut between us again, Louis and I just don't understand it." She stood up and paced about the room as she continued to speak, "Maybe I'm wrong, maybe Armand and I are just meant to be adversaries for our long lives, maybe someone is trying to tell us something. For something always goes wrong when we're together, and there's no such thing as a coincidence. Maybe I'm just lonely, Louis. " Louis stood up and enfolded her in his arms, "Shh...mon amie. I understand only all too well. And there is time, I have a great feeling that the coven is not going to be dispersed any time soon. And Jesse is here, you two must have some catching up to do and you have Lestat et moi to distract you." A soft knock came upon the door, "Louis?" "Come in, Lestat." he answered at once. Lestat walked in and saw his mother in Louis' arms, most obviously upset. He took her from Louis, "Was it that imp? I'll kill him if he's laid a hand on you....." _____________________________________________________________________________ Post 128: Louis, Lestat and Gabrielle Louis gazed affectionately from one to the other. :A pair of Lion bookends: He smiled to himself. "Lestat...? Why not install Gabrielle in a room. She's over tired as it is, can't you see?" Lestat made a rumbling noise in his throat. Louis touched lightly touched his arm. "Look at her, mon cher. She's ready to fall asleep." Lestat lifted her chin until Gabrielle's eyes met his. "We *will* talk about this tonight! I don't want you pulling any of your disappearing acts, either. Is that understood?" "Oui." She whispered. "Come with me. You can have our room." Lestat put a sheltering arm around her and lead her down the hall. "But where will you sleep?" She asked as she turned and faced him in the bedroom door. Lestat tossed a wink to Louis. "I'll think of somewhere... We've a very nice vault in the attic... it's big enough for two, that is, if we sleep *Very* close together!" __________________________________________________________________________ Post 129: Lestat and Louis Lestat shut the door after Gabrielle and made sure that it was securely closed. He felt Louis' arm slide around his waist and gently start to lead him away. "You're banishing us to the dusty attic?" Louis teased, his voice a soft purr. "Since when do you not like dust?" Lestat responded in kind. "You get dust all over your hands and face everytime you read one of those ancient tomes of yours." "Yes," Louis said. "But when you and I are in the attic, I somehow get dust in places which are far more interesting than my hands and face." Lestat laughed. He took one of Louis' hands in his own and kissed it. "Every single part of you is interesting to me, beautiful one." "Shameless flatterer," Louis said, but he was smiling as he did so. They reached the attic. Louis busied himself readying the place for their daytime sleep while Lestat made sure that the door was locked strongly enough to keep them safe. When that was done, Lestat crossed the attic to join Louis. When he passed over the spot which was the ceiling for the bedroom in which Gabrielle now slept, he paused, remembering how upset she had been. *I cannot believe that Armand did this to her! How dare he! So help me if I get my hands on him--* "Lestat," Louis, seeing Lestat begin to grow angry, interrupted his thoughts. "Please, whatever it is, don't start something." "Don't start? You want *me* not to start? Don't you think Armand has rather beaten me to that?" Louis rubbed a tired hand against his temple. "Please. I know that something has happened and of course I am as concerned about Gabrielle as you are but can't it please wait until after sunset? It's been a long night for everyone." He walked over to Lestat and reached out to touch his arm. "Besides, things were so nice before, when we were doing that scene. I don't want anything to ruin my memory of that. So for me, can you find it in yourself to wait?" Lestat wanted desperately to hold on to his anger, but Louis' words and the look in his green eyes melted his resolve. "Alright, for you I promise I will do whatever it takes to wait until tomorrow." "Thank you," Louis said. He kissed him on the lips, softly, teasingly. "Now come to bed." He turned to do just that. Lestat remained where he was for a moment. He waited until Louis was a few steps away, then turned his attention outward. Using his strong vampiric abilities, he began to scan around New Orleans, his mind searching all the places that he knew Armand could be found. Finally, he found him. Not caring where Armand was or what he was doing, Lestat remained at this mental distance so that Armand could not detect him. Once certain that he was far enough away, Lestat formed a command within his mind *You shall have Hellish nightmares for every second of pain that you caused Gabrielle!* molded it into a thin shaft and shot it into Armand's unconsciousness, a time bomb waiting to go off as soon as the auburn-haired vampire closed his eyes. It was a nasty trick and one that Lestat normally reserved for the mortal victims that he liked to toy with but this qualified as a special occasion in his mind. He only hoped that it would work on another vampire. "Lestat?" Louis was looking at him curiously. "Is something wrong?" "Not at all," Lestat said, going to Louis' side at last. "I was just fulfilling my promise to you. Now then, you were saying something about going to bed?" ________________________________________________________________________ Post 130: Louis and Lestat Lestat dusted off the huge lid of the vault with a handkerchief. Louis couldn't help but laugh, picturing Lestat doing the same thing in 18th century garb. Satisfied with the smalll amount of housecleaning, he gave the lid one almighty shove to reveal the satin padded lining. He pulled off his boots, and sat down in the box. "Now then." He clapped his hands and rubbed them together. "Come to bed, Louis!" Louis smiled at him and began to pull off his sweater. "Would you mind if I quoted a little prose?" He tilted his head to one side. "Prose? What do you mean 'prose'? Come to bed, Louis. The sun will come up and you'll be asleep on your feet." "Not bloody likey." Louis replied with a grin "Ah! You got that from David!" Lestat pulled up one knee and slipped an arm around it. "Shut up and listen... Daniel said this...'and did you get into the coffin?'" A smilecrept across Lestat's face. Louis continued." And I said: 'I begged Lestat to let me stay in the closet...he laughed.'" Louis pulled off a boot and let it fall with a thud to the floor. "Born and bred in French houses... I had a dread of enclosed places." Louis began to mimic Lestat as he pulled off the other boot. "'You're carrying on badly', Lestat said finally. 'It's almost dawn. I should let you die...Now, I am getting into the coffin, and you will get in on top of me, if you know what's good for you.'" Louis climbed into the coffin and lay face to face on Lestat. "And if there's one thing I know now, it's what's good for me!" L Lestat pulled shut the lid. "Is your body still tingling and itching?" Lestat asked him. "Oh, yes." Louis smiled in the darkness. "Care to make it tingle a little more?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 131: David and Santino "Are you okay?" Santino asked David as he thudded his head against a nearby tree. David stopped and looked back at Santino. "Okay? Ok--ow" he rubbed his head. "Last time I do that." He continued. "Okay? Do most 'okay' people bang their heads against trees?" "Well, no," Santino admitted, a slight grin playing about his lips. "But that sounded like a more appropriate question than 'Why are you trying to leave an imprint of your forehead in that oak?'" "More appropriate, but not nearly as interesting," David said, wryly. They looked at each other in full seriousness for a moment, then burst out laughing. "Shall we start over?" Santino said. "*Please*," David said. "In answer to your question," Santino said. "I don't know anything. And you have my word that what little I do know will stay right here." He tapped his forehead. "I promise." "That's a relief," David sighed. "There's at least one of my worries taken care of." Santino looked at David quizzically. "Only one? You have other worries?" "Yes, I--" just then Lestat's open invitation to the Rue Royale went through Santino's head. From the look on David's face, Santino could tell he was getting a similar message from Louis. "Damn," David whispered. "What's wrong?" Santino asked. "It's just--" David ran a hand through his hair. "It's just that I don't feel like being around the others right now." "Don't you have a place of your own?" "I do, but they can reach me there." There was a slight inflection on the 'they', as though David was referring to someone specific. "I'd rather not have to do that tonight if I don't have to." Santino considered this, watching the dark skinned fledgling as he did so. *Obviously he means Marius, but why wouldn't he want to be with Marius? Ah, this is none of my business! Let them handle it on their own!* David sighed again, to himself. He looked back towards where Marius had once been and Santino could see a flash of some unidentifiable emotion in David's eyes. *On the other hand,* Santino thought, *this _is_ Lestat's fledgling so I should probably do something to lend a hand. Just out of loyalty for him. And I _did_ promise Marius that I would help.* "David," Santino said. "If you'd like, you can spend the day in my hotel suite with me. Most of the coven doesn't even know that I'm here so they wouldn't know where to look for you. If that's what you'd like, I mean." David was silent for a moment, still looking towards where Marius had been. Then, slowly, he turned his head back towards Santino, searching his face for Santino knew not what. "Yes," David said finally. "That is what I would like. Thank you, this is most appreciated. What do we have? An hour until sunrise? Do we have enough time to get there?" "More than enough time," Santino said. "It's only a few minutes away at mortal speed. We can go there now, if you want." "I do," David said. "Please, lead the way." __________________________________________________________________________ Post 132: Santino and David The trip to the hotel was, as Santino had said, quick. It took them less time to get there than it did for Santino to take his key out and unlock the door. David, who had been quiet the whole time, suddenly spoke. "I hate this." Santino was taken aback. "I'm sorry. Do you want me to get another room then?" "I'm not talking about the room!" David took off his jacket and threw it down onto a couch angrily. "I'm talking about--want you to get another room?" David looked at Santino curiously. "What do you mean? You would have gotten another room?" "If you didn't like this one, yes," Santino shrugged. He closed and locked the door for privacy, then made himself comfortable in a nearby chair. "It's just a hotel suite, after all. It's rather silly *not* to change it, if it's presenting a problem." "Yes, but *I* was the one with the problem," David said. "I'm afraid I'm not following you here," Santino said. "Never mind," David said, waving it off. "I'm tired. I'm probably not thinking clearly." Santino shrugged. "If you say so. Anyway, if you weren't talking about the room, what were you talking about?" David sat down on the couch and laid his head in his hands. "This whole blasted night is a nightmare." Santino rolled his eyes. "Tell me about it." "You know, I don't know what it is about this coven. No one, in and of themselves, is a problem but the little things get on your nerves so quickly." "You're telling *me*?" Santino asked. "How many centuries have I known these people?" David looked up. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be insulting." "Who said you were insulting? I was agreeing with you." "Oh," David said. He laughed. "You'll have to forgive me. I'm English. It's in my genes to think that everything I do will offend others." Santino laughed, then grew more serious. "Is that why you apologize so much?" David blinked. "Sorry?" "Like that, yes," Santino teased. Then he saw that David was genuinely confused. "Well, it's just that practically every other word you've said to me is an apology of some sort." "Really?" David thought about this. "You know, I hadn't even noticed." He thought some more. "Why *do* I suddenly feel the need to apologize for everything?" "It's probably nothing," Santino said. "I only noticed it because it sounded so different from how I knew you from before." "We've never met before," David said. "Not in person, no," Santino said. "But I read Lestat's books. For all that Lestat tends to puff himself up a bit, he does get everyone else's voice down rather accurately and in Tale of the Body Thief and Queen of the Damned you did not apologize nearly as much as you have to me tonight. Of course, in Queen you really weren't given that much to say, but still, put together it's something." "Yes, I suppose," David looked at Santino strangely, his dark eyes mirroring Santino's. "Of course, in The Vampire Lestat, that was different." Santino frowned. "I guess so. After all, you weren't in that book so I guess you could call *that* being different." "You *know* that I wasn't in Lestat's book?" "Who doesn't?" Santino replied. "Why wouldn't I?" "I don't know," David shrugged. "I'm just surprised that such a minor detail about me would be important to you." "Of *course* it's important to me!" Santino said. Then, just as the words left his mouth, he was shocked by his own vehemence. *Where the blazes did _that_ come from?* He tried to backtrack. "Ah, that is to say... um...." "That is to say that you care about every coven member," David quickly finished for him. "Yes! Exactly!" "Because we're a coven and we should care about each other." "Right. We should make it our jobs to care this way." "Precisely!" "And the fact that you're important to me in this way," Santino said. "Only shows how much you've become a member of this coven. That's all. It's just the same as... as..." "As me being worried about what it must have been like for you to be living on your own these past few years, without anyone from the coven to keep you company," David said. "Right?" "Right," Santino said. "Exactly." "Exactly right," David repeated. There was a long moment of silence. "Would you *look* at the time!" Santino said. He got up from his chair and checked his watch. It was forty-five minutes until sunrise. "What are we thinking? That sun will come up in any second and make us toast." David stood up and gave a quick laugh. "Well, I did say I'd turn you into toast. You should have listened to me." "That you did," Santino echoed David's quick laugh. "And that I should. But what are we doing talking? We should be going to sleep now." "Definitely," David said, nodding. "What are we thinking? We should definitely have gone to bed long ago." David started. "Um! I--I mean with the time! And you and I..." he trailed off, looking into Santino's eyes once again. "You and I...." "Talking," Santino prompted, but he could not look away either. "Yes, talking." "That's all." "Of course.... Silly to think otherwise." "Completely silly." "Totally foolish." "Oh Hell," Santino whispered as he grabbed David and kissed him, passionately. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 133: Gabrielle Gabrielle slowly got ready for bed, she went rustling through Lestat's drawers for a t-shirt to sleep in and coming across many interesting leather and metal devices in the process. "And they expect me to sleep in that bed?" she muttered to herself as she slipped out of her clothes and into the oversized t-shirt. She slipped in between the satin sheets, feeling the sleep pulling at her. She allowed herself a moment's thought by herself. She tried to remember exactly how she got in New Orleans, ah yes, she had been following Armand. What did she do when she got here? Spent time with Armand. Who ends up confused as hell and back in her son's house as usual, "Gabrielle" she muttered. She could feel a another presence next door. It could only be one she knew distictly. Daniel. :: Sweet dreams, Daniel. Come visit when you awake. :: With that, Gabrielle pulled the covers to her chin and exhausted from the night's activites, she fell into deep immortal sleep. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 134: Marius Marius had politely declined Khayman's offer. He had regretted it a little- the older vampire fascinated him, simply because he WAS so very old! Spending time with Khayman and talking to him had been something Marius had enjoyed, back when they had all lived for a time on Night Island. But he had felt he should go back, wait for David. So he had bid Khayman good night and gone to wait. And wait. He had heard Lestat's offer of a place at Rue Royal but had tarried a bit longer, hoping that David would return. He didn't. And Marius had been seized by the idea that David had already returned to the house- of course, that must be where he was. With a few choice words for his own stupidity, Marius left. He had arrived there only a bit before dawn. He could feel Gabrielle in the house, and Daniel- but not Armand. Strange. And Louis and Lestat of course. And... but no, David wasn't there. Marius cursed. He had been so sure... where had David gone? But dawn was coming fast and there wasn't time to search, David must have gone elsewhere, he didn't really care for big gatherings. Marius let himself into the house and silently went upstairs to the room David kept there. There wasn't time to go anywhere else, he would just have to stay there. The room looked the same as it always did, so very neat and orderly, but without David there it felt silent and dusty. And the bed- the bed was cold and very, VERY empty. Marius gritted his teeth and laid down on it anyways. He wasn't going to think about it. It was just a bed. A bed where he and David had... no, he wasn't going to think about it! This was silly, he would find David tomorrow and apologize. He had been meaning to ask David to come with him, just for the weekend, or however long David felt he could go. He had bought a house in France, a beautiful old manor house with the most spectacular garden, he had wanted to show it to David. But now David wasn't here... He couldn't help himself. He had to find David, know he was all right. Marius turned over on his back and closed his eyes, sending out his thoughts in search of his lover. David might be asleep, and he hated it when Marius homed in on him like this, but it would just be for a moment. Just to know David was safe. He sent his mind out farther, combing through the city. And found David. Marius' blood went cold, his heart stopping for a moment before picking up again, slamming with hurtful force against his ribs. His shields slammed down, locking everything out. He hadn't felt that. He hadn't. He hadn't... He had. David. David and Santino. Rage boiled through him, rage and hurt and pain. He didn't even know what he was doing until the vase atop David's desk rose into the air and shattered, the books flying from the shelf to slam against the far wall, flame crackling up and licking at the wood of the desk. He had to stop this, he had to control it! He forced the rage down, damped out the sparks, made himself put down the things which spun in wild chaos through the air. He couldn't give into fury like this, he could hurt too much if he did. But banishing the fury left only the pain. It ate at him, even as the sun climbed over the horizon and the sleep pulled at his limbs. It gnawed at his heart. David had left him. David had rejected him, had run from him and straight into Santino's arms. Marius curled on the bed, letting the pain flood him, his tears staining the pillow. His last whispered sob, before the sleep took him, was David's name. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 135: Armand All around him was confusion, darkness, and noise. In utter misery he looked hopelessly at the floor, having long sense given up the search for compassion in this sea of humanity. If he looked down, perhaps they would not notice him. Perhaps they might pass him by... Rough hands reached for his hair. It was always his hair which drew the attention - such an unusual shade. He was hauled forward, stumbling, without protest. The fight had long since been beaten out of him, in ways both enduring and imaginative. The hands reached lower, fondling and pinching, but always he looked down, to the floor, desperately avoiding the eyes of his one night master. For he knew what would come of making eye contact. Again, there was a fist in his hair, yanking his head up and around, forcing him to look up. He saw the eyes of his master widen when they beheld his beauty, apparent even under the mass of bruises. His mouth, perfectly formed for duty in a brothel... The last thing he saw was a leering grin before he was shoved to his knees. Suddenly he was choaking... Armand bolted awake, fighting for breath, his hands clawing at the mattress, shreading the sheets to ribbons. He stilled almost at once, staring straight ahead. He remained that way for some time, not moving except to breath or blink. It had been years since that dream had visited him, centuries dulling the memory. For it to return now - with such shocking clarity... he had no idea what to make of it. Finally he forced himself to move, to shower and dress. But still his mind lingered on the dream. He moved into the post-twilight haze warily. He jumped at unexpected noises, and felt the crowd closing in on him almost at once. He found himself looking down, avoiding eye contact almost by instinct. When he caught himself he shook his head, forcing himself to look up, to see what was around him. After feeding he felt somewhat better, but found the crowd still difficult to endure. The thought of returning to the coven was out of the question. In the state he was in, he would be much better off alone. However, one vision returned to him again and again during his troubled walk. A pair of obsidian eyes, so like his own, peering with gentle intelligence from under a mass of dark auburn curls... Almost without thinking he returned to the set, taking care to move with great stealth. He avoided the lights, the trailers, anything to do with the mortals making the film, remaining in the deepest shadows of the forest around the set. Finally he approached, to the edge but no closer, and waited, hoping for a glimpse of Antonio. He did not know why he did this - only that he must. He had not uttered a sound since waking, but still his throat felt raw, and he knew he had cried out more than once in his sleep. He shuddered, then once again forced stillness, becoming part of the night. ________________________________________________________________________ Post 136: Marius He woke to the memory of pain. Pain in heart, pain in body- there had been fire in his dreams, fire that bloomed on the walls and the floor, streaking across the vulnerable oils on the canvases, crackling and sparking as it reached out to lick at his clothes and flesh with a thousand hot tongues. Flames that were reflected in bright auburn curls as he had tried to slap them out, pain in his hands as he put his own body before the flames. God, don't let them hurt his young one, ah gods it hurt so much, don't let them hurt the boy, his beautiful young one... ache of smoke in lungs, agony of flame on preternatural flesh, and the pain, the wrenching pain as they had ripped the young one from his arms, his own screams cracking in his ears, "Amadeo!" Marius awoke with a start, sitting up, every muscle tensed. Slowly, he forced himself to relax. To breath normally. It was a dream, only a nightmare. A memory of long ago. Italy, the villa. Gods, he hadn't dreamt of that in decades, what had brought in on? And then he remembered. He was in David's room, in David's bed. And David wasn't there. Marius shut his eyes, trying to stop the tears that betrayed him, streaking hot and red down his cheeks. David wasn't there, David was with Santino. "Santino," Marius whispered, and for the first time in centuries the name came from his tongue in anger. "Ah, God! Must you steal everything that is precious to me?" The dream had reminded him, brought the memories forward until they were fresh and painful. The villa in Italy, and Santino's coven. Santino's coven, under Santino's rule, setting fire to the villa, to _him_. Santino's coven ripping Armand from his arms, setting the torch to his flesh, as Santino looked on in approval. "Friend," Marius spat. "I called you friend! Viper! Thief!" He couldn't stay in the room a moment longer. David's room, filled with David's things, the smell of his cologne, the robe hung neatly at the end of the bed, scent of books and ink and fine linen paper... Marius surged to his feet, stepping past the mess he had created the night before without a second glance. Going to the window, he threw back the heavy drapes and slid open the glass, leaping silently out into the night beyond. He couldn't face the others in the house just yet. He walked the back streets purposefully, and took the first criminal the night presented to him. He rarely took life, not when the little drink would suffice for him, but tonight he drained the first mugger in a great draught and left the man in a broken pile, as battered and broken as the man had left his own victims. And then he went searching for another. Finally, a measure of peace returned to him. He slowed, stopped, resting his back against a stone wall. He couldn't go back to Rue Royale. Not with the others there. And he _would NOT_ seek out David or Santino. He wouldn't be able to control his temper if he saw them. Better to stay as far away as possible. Leave the state, he had no reason to stay. He had only come to visit David. Leave New Orleans, leave the country all together, just go. Marius shivered. The dream still haunted him, phantom pains and screams in his ears. The flicker of a red neon light, glimpsed from the corner of his eye, brought the memory of searing heat and the imagined crackle of flames. Memory sparked feeling. No. He couldn't leave yet. Not quite yet. He should find Armand, speak to him before leaving. He had so few chances to speak to him, he couldn't just leave without saying good bye. He had no idea where Armand was, if not with Gabrielle. And he had sensed something of Gabrielle's upset the night before, when he had entered the house. Armand was not with her. And not with Daniel. So where...? Marius thought, and guessed. The disturbing mortal, the one Armand had been so very entranced with the night before. Maybe Armand would return to watch him this night. It couldn't hurt to check, and it certainly wouldn't take long. Marius sighed, setting his mind firmly on the task at hand, and set out for the site of the movie filming. ________________________________________________________________________ Post 137: Antonio Antonio Banderas had no idea why he was on the set of the Vampire Lestat. Extra rehersal time was all well and good. This movie relied heavily on chemistry, and the cast was large. Meeting ahead of time was fine. But they weren't going to start filimg his scenes until later, and then on a soundstage. So what was it that kept drawing him to the set? He recalled the extraordinary event of the previous night as he wandered the set. Martin had acted so strangely when the beautiful blond had marched up to them, introducing herself as Gabrielle. In fact, the "strangeness" about it was that Martin had acted perfectly calm, as though he knew already who they were. He certainly seemed familiar with Louis... He was avoiding the real issue, and he knew it. Troubled, he sat near the original meeting place, gazing thoughtfully into space. What was it about this part? He had known from the moment he read the script that he had to have it. Physically he was completely wrong for it, and STILL he had to have it. The Vampire Armand seemed to call him, deep from within, and he responded without hesitation. During the first film he had all but became Armand, in much the same way that Brad had become Louis. He was fortunate that his part was much happier than that of Louis. But in VL, it was he who was the troubled soul, walking the edge between salvation and madness. Antonio felt he sometimes identified a little too much with the role. And after last night, he could begin to see why. Looking into his eyes, hearing his soft voice... was like looking into a mirror, only slightly warped. Shorter than he... of a more slender build, but still... Armand and he could be brothers. If that was really Armand. He wasn't sure anymore. At first he was certain it was, then, hours later, just as certain it was not. Now... He sighed heavily, lost in his own thoughts. ________________________________________________________________________ Post 138: Marius Marius slipped onto the set, unnoticed. They were filming more things with Brad and Tom, and he felt a flash of irritated disappointment. If they weren't filming Antonio's parts that night, would the man even be there? But a quick search proved he was, sitting near the place they had all met last night, deep in thought. His posture, the way he say, the quiet indrawn look on his face... all of it was just too eerily like Armand's, it made Marius shiver to look at him. He started to reach out and touch the actor's mind- and then stopped. He was almost frightened of what he would see there. The man was uncanny. Looking around, Marius could not see Armand. He had been perched on the roof the night before, and in the tree, but neither place revealed him tonight. Maybe he hadn't come here, maybe he had already left the city for all Marius knew. Well, one last look around couldn't hurt. Marius faded back into the trees, intending to circle silently around the place where Antonio sat. But he hadn't taken more then a dozen steps when he nearly ran into the very person he had been looking for. _______________________________________________________________________ Post 139: Armand Armand's concentration was complete. He studied Antonio with everythign he was. How could this be? His stillness, his gestures, all screamed of Armand. He started running through theories. Distant relative? Perhaps, but so highly unlikely as to be laughable. Genetic happenstance? Perhaps, but then why _all_ the similarities? He nearly laughed as the thought of reincarnation crossed his mind. He was, technically speaking, dead. Could he, therefore, be reincarnated into another mortal... without knowing it? Obviously the dream was disturbing him more than he knew, if he was entertaining such thoughts. At once memories of the brothel flashed through his mind, and he was distracted. He did not even notice when his hiding place was discovered until it was too late - he had no opportunity to seek alternate shelter. He looked up at the intruder with a mixture of surprise and relief. Of all the coven members... "Marius? What are you doing here?" _______________________________________________________________________ Post 140: Marius and Armand Marius caught himself against the tree trunk before he could physically stumble over Armand. "Armand!" he gasped, a bit startled. He had had no idea that Armand was there. "What are you doing here?" Armand whispered. His eyes were huge in his pale face, his auburn curls almost black in the darkness. There was a small telltale line between his brows, a tightness to his lips- he was disturbed about something. Even after all this time, Marius could still read him well enough to tell. But he was also beautiful, as always, and Marius felt a renewed pain in his heart just looking at Armand. It was like a little frission of electricity that arched between them, every time he saw Armand. "I... came looking for you," Marius said, almost hesitantly. "I wanted to talk to you." Armand met his eyes for a moment, then looked away. "About what?" There was pain beneath that cool tone, a little shiver running through the white hands that clasped his updrawn knees. The words were on Marius' tongue- "To say goodbye", but the look on Armand's face silenced them. There was something wrong, something very wrong, and he had never been able to bear seeing Armand in pain. Dropping to his knees on the grass beside the younger vampire, he reached out, then hesitated, not quite touching Armand's shoulder. Almost by instinct the words came to his lips, words in the old Italian they had once spoken together, so soft as to almost be a whisper. "Ragazzo... what's wrong?" ________________________________________________________________________ Post 141: Armand and Marius Armand felt his eyes widen at the use of the old nickname. "Ragazzo, mi Padrone?" He shook his head sadly. "No more." Marius closed his eyes briefly against sudden a sudden swift pain. "Can you tell me?" He hesitated, desperately wanting to speak, but wondering if it would only cause more pain. The look on his master's face... it was that which convinced him to speak. He was so obviously concerned... "I had a dream today." Marius frowned. "About what?" "The brothel." He drew in a startled breath. "You still dream of that place?" Armand shook his head at once. "Hardly ever. That's why this one troubles me so. It was so clear... as though I was there. I could..." his voice trailed off, as memories once again flooded through him. He could not suppress a shiver, nor could he completly hide the fear within his eyes when he looked up once again. "It was disturbing." he said at last. How well he knew Marius! And yet, he had forgotten just how well he knew him. Marius slowly opened his arms, as Armand knew he would. The longing, the regret etched in his handsome features all seemed completely familiar to him. Such comfort - only inches away from him, and suddenly Armand did not have the strength to resist it. He moved into Marius' arms, letting out a long, shivering sigh as they closed around him, holding him tight. ________________________________________________________________________ Post 142: Marius and Armand Dreams. Dreams and nightmares, haunting them, forever, eternal echoes of old pains and shattered dreams. Marius tightened his arms around Armand's slender body, burying his face against the soft auburn curls. Like this, in Armand's arms, he could almost pretend it had all never happened. The villa had never been burnt, Armand had never been forced into the coven; they were together, as they should always have been, and if he opened his eyes it would be to the candle lit splendor of their home in Venice. But that was a dream too, and Marius knew it. So he didn't open his eyes, just held Armand, rocked him, soothed him as he had countless times in ages past when Armand as a boy had woken screaming from the dreams to run to his master's embrace. Whispered words of reassurance fell from his lips in a pattern he hadn't consiously remembered, words of love and safety. But this was no mortal boy of 12 in his arms, and he needed to remember that. This was a man in the boy's form, a man of 400 whom Marius barely knew, whom he had exchanged words with only a handful of times. And yet... They fit into each other's arms as Marius remembered, so perfect and wonderful, the feel of him bringing back so many memories. The crisp, clean scent of his hair, the subtle scent of his skin... ah, gods, how many times had Marius remembered this in the long years of healing afterwards, the memories that had become longing, the longing a fantasy, until he could no longer distinguish fantasy from reality. But this was real, and he knew it, knew it deep in his bones that this was how it should feel, how it should always have been. He pressed his lips to Armand's pale cheek, holding him tight, feeling the tears well up in his own eyes. "Ragazzo," he whispered, brokenly. "Mi Amadeo." _______________________________________________________________________ Post 143: Armand and Marius Armand shivered in the arms of his Master, his creator and father. It would be so easy... just give in to the warmth, the safety, the pure illusion of comfort radiating from Marius. How sweetly remembered... It would be so easy, so right! Marius whispered words of such joy, his tone carried such longing... and it would be so easy... He could not allow his barriers to drop before Gabrielle. It would be even more foolish to do so before Marius, who had hurt him so badly so long ago. And yet, he could not resist the siren song, spun like a gentle web around his heart. Another shiver ran through him and he looked up, eyes wide, into the gaze of his Master. He could not bear to even speak the words, and yet Marius knew. He had always known. He felt his breath quicken as Marius closed even the small distance between them, anticipated the kiss in agony before it occured. Just the smallest caress - almost a sigh - and then he was sinking, overwhelmed, the sweetly remembered passion blazing between them once more. _______________________________________________________________________ Post 144: David and Santino David opened his eyes with the relief that yesterday was behind him. Now he could concentrate on fixing things with Marius. He moved to get out of the bed when he noticed he wasn't alone or in his own room. He looked at the person laying next to him. *Santino!* ::I thought I dreamt that! My God, what am I suppose to do now!:: He slouched back in the bed and reflected on everything that happened that night ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ (cool dream like waves) First they were talking about going to sleep, the next thing he knew, Santino had grabbed him and they were kissing. David's first reaction was to keep going. Then a small spark in the back of his mind was telling him that he should stop, that this would hurt Marius, but he quickly put that thought out of his mind. He wanted this! Marius has certainly put him on the back burner more then once. His catering to Pandora, his overwheming concern for Armand, his infatuation with Jeromy Irons! And Santino! He understood David, he could sympatize with his agony, his loniness. _He_ knew what books David appeared in! He must have been sent by God or one of his old spirit friends that owed him a favor. "Maybe we should stop." Santino said as he pulled away. "We could talk about all--" "Nonsense, talk is cheap." David pulled him back and kissed him deeply. Santino complied and began to rip off his clothes. "Let me do that for you." David said with a wyrly grin on his face. ::He does do that like Lestat:: Santino thought to himself. "Not very the English gentlemen like thing to do David." "Rubbish!" And David ripped open Santino's button flies like they were velcro. Santino couldn't believe how fast David had gotten him out of his pants. Something could definately be said about the spirit and enthusiasm of a fledgling. Now it was time to show David the tricks of the experienced vampire. "My turn." he said to David as he slowly lowered him into the bed, covering him with soft kisses. By the time David's head hit the pillow, every stitch of clothing was off him *and* they were neatly piled at the side of the bed, just the way David liked it! "But how did--" "Shhh" Santino put his finger to David's lips. "That was the last gentle thing that will happen in the thirty minutes we have left." David was licking Santino's finger now. "I hope you picked up more then Lestat's grin." "My dear Santino, there are many things *I* could teach to Lestat!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh yes, he remembered it all well right now. What was he to do? He didn't want to end it with Marius, but he couldn't ignore the complete carnal lust he had for Santino. He sat up again with his hands on his head. Santino stired next to him and slowly began to awaken. He sat up and put his arm around David. "You're worried aren't you?" "Yes!" David said miserably "Can it wait an hour or so...do you think?" Santino said as he stroked David's hair. "Well, maybe an hour or so..." _______________________________________________________________________ Post 145: Marius and Armand The kiss seared through his very soul, awakening a passion he had felt only rarely over his many hundreds of years. Armand in his arms, Armand laying back in the sweet smelling grass and drawing Marius with him, those small strong hands against his back, tangled in his hair. Marius hardly dared to believe it was real. He kissed Armand again, letting the kiss deepen, feeling Armand's response. Uninhibited passion flowing bwetween them as all barriers came crashing down. He trailed light kisses over Armand's lips, his cheeks and eyelids, down over his jaw, and placed feather light caresses over the pale, perfect length of his throat. Armand moaned softly, tugging Marius' head up and reclaiming his lips. Marius groaned deep in his throat, crushing Armand to him, his hands moving to pull away the shirt in haste and caress the smooth skin beneath. Daring, he let his tongue catch lightly against a fang, let the small drops of blood well up and drip, one by one, to the mouth that pressed so passionately to his. ::Never meant to hurt you,:: The feelings cracked between them like lightning, carried on those small drops of crimson. ::Never wanted to hurt you, my beautiful one. Forgive me.:: _______________________________________________________________________ Post 146: Armand and Marius Armand lay with his head pillowed against Marius' shoulder, listening to the quiet thudding of his heart. He was trying very hard not to think. He only wanted to feel. Even knowing all too well that it was illusion, the absurd feeling of safety and contentment currently washing through him HAD to be savored. Marius ran his hand gently through Armand's hair, evoking a small hum of pleasure. He gently kissed the top of his head. "You still like that, mi Amadeo?" Armand refused to think about that, either. To dewll upon why he asked that would be to remember why he would not know in the first place. So he simply nodded and sighed happily when the action was repeated. Then he whispered "Marius..." with such reverance it seemed the very name was a prayer. And so it had been, for far too long. It was not a time for words. What words, in any language, might carry the impact of an expression... a touch? And so they remained, rediscovering each other, until a sudden, unexpected vision appeared in Armand's mind. He suddenly sat up, frowning. "What it is?" Marius asked at once. He looked at his maker, troubled. "Do you believe in... reincarnation?" ______________________________________________________________________ Post 147: Marius and Armand "Reincarnation?" Marius sat up, gathering Armand back into his arms. It had felt so good just to hold him, he couldn't give that up yet. For a time, every trouble in the world had vanished. Nothing had mattered but being here, with Armand. But Armand was still troubled, the little frown creeping back onto his face after Marius had worked rather hard to banish it. He kissed Armand's cheek, just below his ear and at the base of his neck. "Why do you ask... oh. Antonio?" Armand nodded, silently, his hair falling forward to obscure his face. Marius reached out, brushing back the soft tendrils of curls. "The resembalance is... uncanny. But you both have your own minds, your own souls. You're not carbon copies of each other." Marius sighed. "Amadeo, I really don't know. But don't tear yourself up over it." ______________________________________________________________________ Post 148: Gabrielle Gabrielle bolted straight up in bed and gasped for air. Her lungs had closed in on themselves and she could feel a scream rising in her throat. She did her best to contain the scream and ended up being successful. She looked towards the window in Lestat's room. Evening, the last harmful rays of the sun quickly retreating from whence they came. She took a deep breath but she was still shivering. Why this dream? Why now? Les Innocents. The screams, the stench the darkness. Screams, were they her own or her son's as the were dragged down into the earth. The horrid ugly creatures of the night, dancing and screaming wild abandon. Shut your ears, close your eyes....make it go away. And the auburn haired demon, the one who did this, staring on with a face devoid of emotion. She wanted to plead with him, with those large, brown eyes, "Help us!" The drums beating endlessly in the background, the wails of those starving for blood. Her head was spinning, things becoming diorientated. There was Nicki....Nicki up in that horrid cage so close to death. And the beautiful leader they call Armand, emotionless. Gabrielle drew herself up from the bed, she didn't want to think about it anymore. She couldn't, it hurt too much. She saw Lestat's robe hanging on a hook nearby, she shrugged it on over her lithe body. She went to sit in the living room, and true to her promise, she would wait for Lestat. __________________________________________________________________________ Post 149: Santino and David Santino lay asleep in the hotel bed, dreaming. Dreaming of David and of David's thick dark hair, his strong hands, his firm body, his lover Marius coming into the villa and grabbing Santino by the hair and snapping his neck in two as he threw him across the room-- Santino jumped up, awake. He took a few deep breaths, then turned to look at the vampire beside him. David. And if the part about David being beside him now wasn't a dream then neither were the parts about them making love the night before, going to sleep, then waking up to make love until their bodies demanded sleep once more. And if *those* parts weren't all a dream.... Santino lept out of bed. "What the *Hell* am I doing?" he whispered. He quickly searched for his pants, found that David had ripped them beyond recognition, dropped them and ran to the closet to find something else. "Santino?" David's voice was thick with sleep. Santino felt delicious shivers run through his body at the sound of it. *No!* he told himself. *Fight it!* He tried to make his own voice calm. "Yes, David?" "What are you doing?" There was a slight pause, then David's voice became both confused and slightly angry. "Are you leaving?" Santino swore to himself, then turned to face David. "Yes. I thought it would be best. After all, this was such a bad idea--" "Thanks a lot!" "No, I didn't mean you!" Santino said, once again finding words flying from his mouth without his control. He wished he could take them back, even lie to make their meaning go away, but he couldn't. *What's happening to me? This is insane!* "David, you don't understand. This can't go on. If Marius finds out he'd never forgive you. He'd never forgive *me*! Oh Gods, do you have any idea how long it took me to make everyone in this coven trust me again? And Marius was the hardest of all! He's not like Louis or Lestat. He doesn't take the burning of his house and the stealing of his Child as a form of saying 'I love you'!" Santino moaned. "And now I've slept with his lover. Oh this is bad, this is really, really bad." *And that's not even the worst part of it,* Santino thought. "What is the worst part of it?" David asked, reading Santino's thoughts. Santino looked into David's dark eyes, loosing himself in their depth. *Why can't I hold anything back from him?* "The worst part," Santino said, "is that I'd do it again if you wanted me to." _____________________________________________________________________ Post 150: David and Santino "I...I would do it again too." David said with a slight edge in his voice. "But you are right, this can't continue. We've already broken the trust of those we love, it would be wrong to keep carrying on like we did last night." He turned his head away from Santino and muttered. "I did enjoy it though." "So did I" "So what do we do now, pretend it didn't happen or confess?" "I say we pretend it didn't happen!" "What if anyone saw us leave, or if Marius tracked one of us? Oh why didn't we think of this last night before..." "I'm so sorry David" Santino said with regret. He felt he had injured David in some deep way. David was a wreck last night, he wasn't using his senses. Now, Santino had felt like he had taken advantage of him. "Sorry for what! It takes two to tango Santino, besides, I was the one that wouldn't take no for an answer remember? I'm much more to blame in all of this." "Listen, let me talk to Marius, I'll tell him that we were just trying to protect him...yeah, you know, by letting everyone think that we were lovers. This way, he could keep his secret about the two of you safe." David looked troubled. "Is something wrong with that?" "No, I suppose not. I just hate all this cloak and dagger stuff. And it's not really this lie that I'm talking about. Why doesn't Marius want anyone to know about us? It sounded like a good idea at first, but now..." "You feel like there are other reasons he doesn't want others to know?" "Exactly!" "You know what happened the last time we started to agree." Santino said wearily. "Yes." He said with a smile. "That will be very hard to forget." "You're telling me!" Santino said as he gazed at what was left of his pants. "I'm going to get dressed and leave now. I guess I'll be on the set. I need to smooth things over with Marius and see the rest of the coven. Lestat will kill me if I don't stop by. Do you think this will work? I mean, do you think Marius will buy our story? I feel so wrong lying to him." "Yes, I think we could convince him. And I know what you mean, I don't like this anymore then you do, but it's for the best." Santino looked into David's eyes "I won't forget what happened here David, I'll regret it, but I won't forget it." "Niether will I, but I must leave. It would seem odd if we showed up together. I will see you on the set and we could straighten this with Marius then." David got dressed and left the hotel heading toward the movie set.