RPG SPEC: Dagger of the Mind Sequel to "Hollywood Vampires" Parts 57-59, Posts 561-590 _________________________________________________________________________ Post 561: Sting "Amadeo..." He let the name roll off his tongue, then shook his head. Too much British, not enough Italian. He tried it again, moving the sounds around in his mouth, just about tasting each letter and then giving it breath with the changed inflection. "Amadeo." Yes, that was better. Sting nodded, making a small notation in the margin of the script. He had been reading the thing all afternoon, first just reading and memorizing, then testing out the sounds of various phrases and especially the names. Ones that were already well known were easy - Lestat, Louis, - but some of the other ones needed careful work, and the accent needed definate work. Italian. A Roman, living in Greece, who used to live in Venice. Well, perhaps a Continental accent would do. He tried that, rolling it around again in his mouth, then testing it on another name. "Santino..." It didn't flow off the tongue nearly as easily or musically as the name of Marius' child did. And there was something about it... it jogged him memory, something outside the script, and for the first time in hours he glanced up, staring at the time on the clock face in bemused surprise. That late? Surely not... but the sky beyond the curtains was dark, fading from dusk to true night. Sting blinked at the sight for a little, rapidly pulling him mind out of the world it had been in for the entire afternoon and trying to focus again on the world around him. Oh. Tom Cruise. The get together with the other cast members. George Clooney. Santino. That night. That was it. Bemused at the way his own mind determinedly dug up the information, he tossed the script down on the bed at his feet, rubbing his hands over his face and through his hair. Bizzare feeling, to have it this long again. And lightened to nearly white, none the less. He pulled a lock foreward to stare at for a moment, then sighed, pulling it all back with one hand and fishing a rubber band out of his pants pocket to secure it with. The bed was littered with things from that afternoon. The script; paperback versions of the books, now liberally dog eared and highlighted in garrish shades of yellow and pink. A stone cold and long forgotten cup of tea on the bed side table. His sun glasses, the dark navy shirt that was far too much for the New Orlean's humid warmth, odds and ends unpacked from his luggage and strewn across the covers and pillows. The bag with a few purchases from that afternoon, down on Bourbon street. What in hell had he been thinking? He had to stop and consider it again before remembering. The get together. George Clooney. Same hotel. That was it. He had made a mental note earlier that he should look the man up, at least introduce himself, something of that sort. Sting sat up and stretched, rolling his head back and working the knot out of the shoulder he had been leaning against. Yes, he should go make a passing aquaintance with his fellow new cast member, and perhaps find out if he knew anything more about the seeming party that night, or the consultants Tom had mentioned, or any of it. He started to grab the shirt he had discarded earlier, then paused, and instead grabbed the bag and one of the things he had purchased earlier. Light, crisp cotton, not too heavy for this weather, and very stylishly cut. Sting looked at it for a moment, weighing it in his hands, then shrugged and slipped the shirt on, buttoning it and tucking it in and straightening it before standing and surveying the result in the mirror. NOT his normal look. He preferred dark colors, not too flashy. This thing was red, the exact color of half dried blood, somewhere between crimson and dark brick red. The color he was going to be dressed in for just about every shot in the film. He had seen it in the store and bought it on a whim, just to see what the color would look like on him and whether he could carry it off properly. Now, smoothing down collar and tugging at cuffs, he had to admit it wasn't bad. "Not bad at all..." he told his reflection, grinning slightly. The reflection grinned back, slightly irreverant and cocky and sure of itself. Sting nodded his approval silently, then scooped up his room key, pocketing it, and left to go find George Clooney. He had inquired as to room number earlier and a quick elevator ride and walk down the hall later, he paused in front of the door and reached out to rap a knuckle on the wood. He was about to knock again when the door was opened by a slightly bleary eyed man with the most incredibly striking bold black design up one arm and across his shoulder that Sting had ever seen at a personal distance. It took him a good minute to tear his eyes away from it and focus on the man himself, who was now looking at him with some puzzlement. "George Clooney?" he asked, clearing his throat. The man nodded, smiling a little. "Yeah, that's me. And you are...?" It was a novelty to be asked that so many times in one day, and it shocked the humor back into Sting. He rather enjoyed the slight anonimity he had, being only a singer in the midst of movie stars. They all had to think for a moment before placing his face. With a genuine smile he held out his hand, once again unable to keep from just popping out with the first thing that came to mind, as he had to Tom in the lobby. "Gordon Sumner. According to the new script, you get to set me on fire one of these nights." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 562: Gabrielle Parent to Parent talks always seemed to help some how, Gabrielle believed that the trading of "tricks" was always necessary. She never knew much about being a mother, the past had proven that to all. This lead her to believe that now more than ever, it was about time her motherly insticts should show. Then again.... Gabrielle awoke the following evening with a spinning head and no direction in mind. Even though her mind refuesed to stop running, a sense of peace had replaced the violent worry which had been plaguing her for so long. Lestat was safe, Armand was safe, the family was safe. Or so it seemed. She sighed, dragging herself from the luxery of the satin covered bed. "I need to have some fun." she murmered as she flipped through the wardrobe in her closet. First, she stopped upon a pale khaki suit. The, her mind told her to go on and rip out a blue, electric blue, satin dress. "Ah." a grin erupted over her features, "Now, *this* is more like it!" Into the dress she slipped, and admired her reflection in the mirror. She garbbed a brush from the vanity and stroked her long blond mane over her shoulders, "Still can knock 'em dead, even at my age!" One more glance in the mirror and she was out the door, down the stairs and out into the vibrant New Orleans night. She remembered Pandora's invitation to visit First Street where the bunch of them were staying. Gabrielle shrugged and figured that would be the best place to start. Wouldn't want to interrupt the lovebirds on Rue Royal or God forbid walk in on Marius and Armand, things like that ruin people for life! Lost in her own thoughts, her feet took her to the house on First St. Concentrating as she was, Gabrielle didn't notice the mint green Chevy until she was practically on top of it. It forced her concentration to the front door where Daniel stood screaming for Brad. A bewildered mortal flanked his right side looking all the more confused every minute. "What the HELL is going on?" Gabby muttered under her breath as she walked slowly up the front walk. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 563: David David moved restlessly in the bed. He was overcome with the feeling of being helpless, of having someone you trust betray you in the most complete and intimate of ways and not being able to fight back. *Not the dreams again!* But it didn't seem like the other dreams, they were too clear and distinct. He opened his eyes but the tension remained. he scanned Brad's room to see if he and Tom were arguing. But Tom wasn't there, it was Antonio! And it appeared as though he was trying to give Brad a scare/lesson in what it is to be a vampire. David shot up and ran to Brad's room wearing only his pants from the night before. He didn't bother knocking, just flung open the door and startled both occupants. He glared at Antonio for a moment. "Leave Brad, it would be best if you waited downstairs" David said. "Antonio and I need to talk." Brad continued to huddle on the floor, still shaken by what had occured. "Go!" Then gently he spoke to Brad's mind ::I won't hurt him, there are somethings we have to discuss. That is all. Now grab your clothes and wait for us on the first floor.:: When Brad had gathered up his clothes and left, David slammed the door shut. "Did you share blood with him?" Antonio looked away. "Answer me! Did you give him a taste of your blood?" "Yes. But I did it to show him the power...the darkness of--" "You did nothing but drive him further into the madness! Dear God, what were you thinking! A strong mortal *might* be able to survive the knowledge of us, but not the blood! Your passion over shines your common sense and now Brad will pay for that flaw in your character. "You are new and obviously not well taught, so I can forgive, maybe even appreciate, your naivity and unrestrained emotions. But they are not traits many of us will tolerate for long. Understand that Brad is protected by all four vampires in this house. We will defend him by what ever means are necessary. Think about that before you break into our house again. Had it been Pandora or Jesse that discovered you here, I garentee, it's not a 'discussion' you would be having right now. Do you understand?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 564: Louis "So I came here... and prepared to die." Louis whispered Every nerve in Lestat's body felt the shock of those few words. He seized Louis by his shoulders and held him at arms length. "YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF???? YOU TRIED TO GO INTO THE SUN???" Lestat bellowed... the windows in the room rattled from the volume of his voice. "Listen to me, Lestat! Listen!" Louis took hold of the arms that held him so tightly. "I went over to the window and stood for a few moments. I was about to rip down the draperies, when I heard Gabrielle's cry for help... she was caught in the fire at the Pon..." "Gabrielle? In a fire?" Lestat's mind was ready to burst... he could have lost two out of three surviving fledglings in one night... "Yes!" Louis shook Lestat slightly. "Yes, but I got to her in time. We arrived back here before the sun's first rays..." Louis took a breath. "And I stayed with her to be certain she was going to be all right." Lestat disentangled himself from Louis' arms, and raking his hair out of his face, collapsed backward on the bed. "I didn't know..." he breathed. "No... how could you? We didn't know where you had gone..." Louis replied. "There wasn't any way to tell you both Gabrielle and I had survived." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 565: Antonio Antonio's eyes narrowed and he closed the distance between himself and David until they were an inch apart. His voice was low, dangerous. "If it is a civil war you want, you meddlsome fool, I will be delighted to oblige you. Or you could lend credence to your reputation for common sense by thinking of a slightly larger picture than immediate actions. I fight for Brad's life every bit as much as you do, and damn you for not seeing that." David held his ground, his voice softer than before. "The infamous Daniel technique, used by one Louis de Pointe du Lac in California. That young man went on to write the very book which drew you into our world... Louis did nothing but drive him to the brink of madness." "That is very true. But Daniel did not know of us before that night. Brad does. Brad has already been exposed, and is currently being stalked. His *only* chance is to be made so terrified of us all that it will overcome his passion... his love... for Lestat's newest child!" He turned away, despair clear in his eyes. "Now... Damn you... *HELP* me. Do whateve you will to me later. But *Help me* now!" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 566: Brad Brad crouched against the wall, trying desperately to order his scattered thoughts so he could answer Tony. He wanted to tell him - and mean it - that he *didn't* want to be one of them, that he wouldn't let it happen to Tom. Especially not now... The door opened, and David marched into the room, clad in only a pair of pants. "Leave Brad, it would be best if you waited downstairs. Antonio and I need to talk." Brad stared at David in confusion. Go downstairs? But he had to talk to Tony, he had to tell him... "Go!" David barked. Brad leapt to his feet and pressed back against the wall, his eyes wide with fright. What did David mean to do? He was mad...would he hurt Tony? David had Lestat's blood, untapped, as it were, from his time with Akasha. He could hurt Tony... David gently spoke into his mind, ::I won't hurt him, there are some things we have to discuss. That is all. Now grab your clothes and wait for us on the first floor.:: Brad scrabbled around for this his clothes, his eyes pleading for Tony not to lose that Latin temper of his while he and David "discussed" things. Before he could say a word, David hustled him out of the room and slammed the door shut. Brad looked at the closed door helplessly. No matter what Tony had done, he didn't want him in trouble with the only family he could have because of him! _________________________________________________________________________ Post 567: Pandora It was a good thing she was so strong! It had taken three men to carry all her packages from the limo and into the front hall - and they'd all been red in the face when they put them down. Still it had only taken her a matter of moments (and her considerable balancing skills) to get the whole lot up to her room. She'd been happily rummaging through her purchases when a wave of stark terror rolled over her. Brad! And Antonio!! She stumbled and kicked her way through the mounds of packages and yanked her door open - only to find that David had thundered out of his room a beat ahead of her. He was through the door and into Brad's room in a blink, and she slowed her pace, not wanting to overwhelm Antonio. He'd feel cornered, ganged up on, and that was never a good thing with the young ones. Everything was so immediate and intense for them. Even David, as well as he was coping, even he still had his moments after years of adjusting. But years were not a millennia...though that was no guarantee of a well balanced person either... Pandora leaned against the wall, listening, only to straighten a moment later as a nude Brad was unceremoniously deposited in the hall. The poor thing's mind was racing in a million directions. And no matter where he turned, what path he took, he wound up in the same place. Still, that didn't keep him from searching! Pandora smiled at the boy's back and went to collect him. He'd had just about enough for this evening, and he hadn't got his clothes on yet! _________________________________________________________________________ Post 568: Brad "Can't have it both ways, child." "Whu...?" Brad whipped around, his already shattered nerves causing his heart to flutter madly at Pandora's sudden appearance. "As much as I appreciate the view," Pandora eyed his naked form up and down, then winked at him, "I don't think you should stand around in the hall that way. Too tempting. Just asking for trouble..." Pandora took him by the arm and lead him away from his and Tom's room. Brad looked over his shoulder, half expecting to see David or Tony come crashing through the door. "There's no fighting allowed in my house. If they want to pound on each other, they have to take it outside!" Pandora said drily and she dragged him through the doorway and into her room. "Pandora, I have to talk to Tony! Please, tell him not to leave!!" Brad knew he was near frantic, but he didn't want Tony to be overcome with guilt and bolt. He was alone too much. He needed to be with the others, to talk to them and learn stuff - more than the morose philosophy Louis could teach him. "True," Pandora murmured picking up his thoughts. "Louis' way is not for everyone...as a matter of fact Louis way is not for anyone *but* Louis!" Brad couldn't appreciate Pandora's humor at the moment. All he could think of was Tony fleeing into the night. "All right, child. I'll tell him." ::Antonio. Brad would like for you to stay so that he can talk to you. *I* would like for you to say so that Brad can talk to you.:: Pandora sent so that he could hear it. "Thank you, Pandora," Brad said gratefully. "Don't mention it. Now I think you need a shower. You stink from sex." Brad felt really shocked for a moment, then he began to laugh helplessly as Pandora ushered him into the bathroom. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 569: Brad Brad was surprised when Pandora followed him into the bathroom and perched on the froofy little vanity chair. "Uh..." "Go on, get in the shower. I'm going to sit her and imagine what you look like with the water running all over you!" Pandora grinned at him. "It's more fun this way. I could just yank the curtain open on you at crucial soaping moments..." Pandora raised her eyebrows at him and gave a pointed look to where his hands were clasped modestly in front of him. "But that would be rude. Don't you think?" Brad blushed, and then laughed and decided to just give up where Pandora was concerned. "Okay, Pandora. You win!" Brad surrendered his modesty and bowed low before her, straightening he flung his arms out and spun. Pandora clapped and cat called. Brad bowed again and jumped into the shower playing peekaboo with the curtain and various parts of his anatomy before calling it quits and getting down to serious washing. As soon as the curtain fell, the levity died. Brad reached a shaking hand for the water turning it on as hot as he could stand it trying to drive away the cold shivers that threatened to overwhelm him. *********************************** Pandora sighed as she felt the despair sweep over Brad. There wasn't much she could do for him, either. Unless he chose to stay under their watchful eyes every moment, he could be had. And even then, would he go with them on the hunt? Would he sleep in the same room with them, so that Antonio could not catch him up unawares again? That would be sheer folly. What's more his mind, no matter how strong, would not stand up to the life a vampire must lead in order to live. If he left them, Antonio would have him for certain. He wouldn't be able to help himself. And then there was the other one. That one was already swimming in the deep waters as far as Brad was concerned. Already he sought to bind Brad to him with every skill he possessed. If that one ever became a Child of Darkness, Brad would not be far behind. The child was doomed. Even if he stayed with them, and they managed to keep Antonio from him, how long would it be before they too became so enamored of his sweet good nature that they couldn't bear to lose him to time? "Run away, child. Runaway and hide..." Pandora whispered. But she knew it was too late for that. Much, much too late. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 570: Brad Brad stepped from the shower, wrapping a towel around his waist. Pandora handed him another to dry himself with, and he did, silently. He was in no mood anymore for laughing and silliness - not even the pretense of it was in him now. "What did you mean?" Brad stopped toweling his hair to look at Pandora. "What did you mean when we were out in the hall and you said I can't have it both ways?" "I meant that you can't be near Antonio, and love him and help him be what he is...and still be safe with him." Pandora said plainly. "But what else can I do?" Brad whispered. "I don't know what else to do..." he could feel his eyes filling with tears, and tried to blink them away. Instead they began to roll down his cheeks in a steady stream. "Am I dead then, Pandora? Am I dead already, and just don't know it?" Brad put his face in his hands and began to weep. "I tried Pandora, I tried..." Pandora came and pull him into her arms, soothing his fears as best she could, her own ancient flesh barely warmed by the many she had fed on earlier this night. So many to even give her this small bit of warmth. "You keep trying, Brad. You keep doing whatever you can to stay in the sun. Who knows, you may just get lucky..." "The colors are fading, Pan." Brad whispered, his eyes filled with misery. "They're not as bright as they should be! I saw...I saw...such colors! It was just for a second, but oh, the colors Pan!" The memory of the blood sang in his veins. "Just remember, child. For those colors, you have to trade the one's that shine in the light of the sun. *Those* colors you can *never* get back once the deal is done..." Pandora took the tear streaked face in her hands and looked deep into his eyes. "Now your eyes are all red and puffy!" As Brad blinked at her in surprise, caught as he was in his own misery. But Pandora gave him no time to gather his scattered wits. She dragged him over to the sink and stuck his head under the faucet. He yelped and squirmed when she turned on the cold water and let it stream over his reddened eyes. "Oh be still. You can't go out with red puffy eyes. People will know you've been crying." Pandora pulled his face out from under the stream of icy water. "You don't want *that* now do you?" Brad's thoughts immediately went to Tom and what his reaction would be to red puffy eyes. He would demand to know why he had red puffy eyes, and badger him until he told what happened with Tony... Brad shivered at the thought of what could follow *that* revelation. "All hell would break lose," Pandora agreed, reading his thoughts again. "And we'd better get rid of these, too." Pandora bit into her thumb and rubbed it across the bite marks Tony had left on Brad's throat. The small puncture wounds and the bruised flesh around them slowly faded and vanished. Pandora talked over the small shock wave that shook Brad as the drops of her ancient blood seeped into his system, healing him. "That's what I've been complaining about! No one is paying any attention to these young ones! They're running around all over the place unsupervised and getting into all sorts new and interesting kinds of trouble without the vaguest notion of how to get themselves out! The old folks are going through their second childhoods, hormones all amok, you'd think they were all virgins, for pity's sake..." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 571: Brad Pandora nattered on, dragging him from the bathroom and laying out all kinds of horrific items of clothing for him to try on. As he sifted through the piles trying to find something that didn't frighten him, he got an earful of all the other vampires' "lover's laments" as she called them, from Mael's adolescent crush on Marius to Lestat's not so secret fling with Jesse (they all knew about that one except Mael - who was apparently being kept in the dark about it by unanimous agreement). Brand couldn't help but be fascinated, and even laughed out loud at a few bits of information he *knew* he shouldn't be privy to. "There's advantages to being treated like a living statue you know? People tend to prop you up in a corner and forget you're there. When you're thought of as furniture, you get to *see* a lot of really interesting things, let alone hear them!" "Oh my..." Pandora trail off in her stream of consciousness speech as stared at him. "What? It's all wrong isn't it? I couldn't find anything..." "Oh *NO*," Pandora breathed, clapping her hands together in delight. "You look *won*derful!!" Brad looked down and shrugged. All of the pants she'd bought seemed to be of some sort of leather, and in really interesting shades, so he'd settled for a pair of paper thin black ones. When he tried them on he discovered that they were loose and comfortable, though the did fit a bit snugly in the crotch and around the butt. Still the legs were loose and tapered down to fit around the ankle. he'd put on a pair of low, black boots that seemed to blend in with the pants legs, and toped the whole thing off with a deep teal-blue silk shirt. Pandora dived in the boxes and emerged with a black leather belt graced by a subdued gold buckle. She laced it around his waist and then tried to undo half the buttons of his shirt. "Pan! Stop! I can't wear it like that. I'd look like one of those male go-go dancers!!" Brad swatted at her hands, but she unbuttoned the buttons as fast as he could button them up again. "Oh all right!" he huffed. "This is your show!" "Damn straight," she grinned at him. "It's my show, and if I want you to look like a Chippendles dancer, then you will!" Brad laughed as Pandora tucked an arm through his, using him to steady herself as she slipped on a pair of red high heeled pumps. She wore a little slip of a silk dress that fit tightly across the bodice and waist and flared out at the hips. It was black with big red roses splashed across it. She straightened and twirled for him and Brad's eyes bugged out at the glimpse of gleaming white skin, garters and lacy things that flashed across his retina's. "I think we're ready to go!" Pandora grinned at him. "And besides, Daniel's downstairs bellowing at the top of his lungs, instead of sending a nice little mental hello like a civilized person. It's you he's bellowing for too, so I think we should go down before the neighbors call the police." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 572: Lestat Lestat felt as though he'd been punched... no stabbed... no, there were no words for the feeling of utter death and cold in his gut. Louis and Gabrielle and Louis and Gabrielle and Louis and and and... Lestat put his hands to his head to stop the swimming sensation. He was loosing his mind. That was it. This was one long elaborate hallucination which started.... When? With this? Armand? Marius? The nightmares? And if it was a dream then when would it end? If he was locked, trapped in this dream... **Locked.... trapped.... kicking, screaming, no no nonononononono!!** Lestat took a large, desperate gasp of air, his body *shuddering*, the entire world shifting in a wave, and suddenly the blackness in front of his eyes which he didn't even know was there fell back and he could see the room once more. "Mon Dieu...." he whispered. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 573: Louis "Lestat! Don't go spinning off! Listen to me!" Louis held Lestat by the shoulders, as he bent over him. " Hearing Gabrielle, pulling her from the burning room, caring for her... it shocked me beck to reality, that I couldn't give up this gift of life you had bestowed on me... I had to go on!" Their eyes met. Lestat's expression cut deeply into Louis' soul. "Oh, God, don't look at me like that!" Louis sat up. As he shoved the thick mass of hair from his face, he realized tears had dampened the strands and they clung to his face. "Dammit... I didn't know how else to tell you..." He rubbed the tears from his eyes with the heel of his hand. "How can I dare ask you to forgive me...? For this... and for what happened between Antonio and myself? I'd follow you to the ends of the earth... to the very gates of Hell... and then I turn around and shatter everything we've ever been to each other..." Louis' choked on the words as his voice broke. "Every promise..." Louis rose, stepped over the fallen draperies and walked to the window. "If you no longer want me, I'll understand... I'll leave. Perhaps that would be for the best." He said softly. "I've destroyed our relationship, I've hurt Tonio, confused the mortal, Brad." He couldn't turn and look into those tortured eyes, into the face he so loved. "Say the word, Lestat and I'll be gone." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 574: David David looked into the eyes of the man and held him in his warm gaze. He saw the look he had seen many times before. The look of the men and women of the Talamasca, brought to the brink of madness by the sights and terrors that they had bore witness to. He had not realized till now how far gone Antonio truly was. It was not the time to argue over the "size" of the picture or who had the best method for saving Brad, it was the time for understanding and support. This man, driven to madness by Armand, driven to passion by Louis, threatened by Lestat, rejected by Brad; it was a wonder he was still alive. "Yes, of course I will help you." David finally said in a soft kind voice. "I have been keeping an eye on Brad since he moved in this house. As you could see by my outburst, I'm rather intent on keeping him as he is." David smile at Antonio, sat on the bed and getured to him to join him. "You want to protect him from the darkness, the madness that comes with this life. You do this out of love for him, I see that now. I want to protect him because I could not stand the thought of another taken against their will. You see, there are very few of us that can resist the dark gift. The betrayal...It is not easily forgotten. It pains me very much to see Brad, or *anyone* being put though this tormant. I lashed out at you, I'm sorry. But at least now, we know we are on the same team, eh?" He put his arms around Antonio and tightly held him, not knowing if he would fight him. He didn't. Antonio seemed resigned and weary, no longer willing to go on. "Oh, forgive me Antonio, I was wrong to talk to you as I did. I understand your pain, I've lived it for nearly five years. This was never meant to be. We have greatly wrong the three of you by revealing ourself. We should have never set foot at that movie set, we had no business in that. And now, I'm not sure we could make amends for our actions. "But I'll tell you this, I plan to talk to Lestat tonight. I'm going to discuss Tom with him. I'm going to ask him not to make Tom a vampire...try to reason with him that it would be a *very* bad move to make. Perhaps Tom is not lost and his new love for Brad will carry him through." Antonio merely nodded without much enthusiasm. "And you...you are not lost yet! If my miserable old bones can still be up and about, *you* must certainly have some life left in you!" He gave Antonio a wink. "If you want, you are welcome to stay in this house. I trust you, and I think Brad would like that. He's in misery when he can't see you or Tom." "And Pandora and Jesse?" "I'll take care of that." It was at that exact moment they both heard Pandora's plea for Brad. ::Antonio. Brad would like for you to stay so that he can talk to you. *I* would like for you to say so that Brad can talk to you.:: "Well, that's one down." David laughed "You would do all this for me? Why?" David tried to keep the mood light for Antonio, his own heart was growing tired and sorrowful. He forced a smile and looked him in the eye. "You remind me of a man I knew once in Rio." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 575: Chris and Daniel "Brad?" Chris said. "I don't know any Brad." Daniel laughed at the actors ability over look the obvious. "What do you mean? You interviewed the man for God's sake!" "Pitt! Brad Pitt is here...NOW? You're shitting me! What the hell would he being doing here?" Daniel ignored the last comment and bellowed for Brad to come down again. "Danny Sweety Honey, is that you?!" Daniel, in his efforts to win a rusted old mint green chevy, had inadvertantly summoned the woman who would be the cause of his untimely demise. Best to get this over with and ask her. Jesse came flying down the stairs so fast her hair looked as though it blazed behind her to Christian. *My God, but she's beautiful* He thought to him- self. "Hey, watch i--" Before Daniel could finish his sentence Jesse tongue had occupied his mouth. The doorbell rang and Christian felt *extremely* uncomfortable now. It rang again and he didn't know if he should interupt them, or get the door himself. He opted to get it himself and then sneak out. To hell with their bet. What were the chances that Brad was really in the house? But come to think of it, what were the chances that he'd run into a Daniel with violet eyes? Very strange. He opened the door and there stood the most incredible blonde he ever saw in his entire life. Only one word came to his mind "God!" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 576: George Tom had obviously been working *way* too hard. George knew all the signs. It had been like that for him when he had to do both ER and From Dusk 'Til Dawn all at once. After a while you start getting too caught up in the characters' lives and time in the real world ceases to have meaning. And speaking of time, he now had plenty of it to kill. He looked over his room and decided that he could either spend his time reading the script or actually catching up on sleep. He decided the script would always be there and could wait. A few hours? minutes? later there was a knock at his door. He looked blearily at his watch, gave that up as an impossible task and rolled out of bed, opening the door and squinting a little to see a man with white hair and a blood-red shirt standing in front of him. For the second time that day he saw a pair of eyes do a dip and roll to look at his tattoo before the vocal chords kicked in. "George Clooney?" the man asked, clearing his throat. George nodded, smiling a little. "Yeah, that's me. And you are...?" He saw the man blink a little, then grin, holding out his hand. "Gordon Sumner. According to the new script, you get to set me on fire one of these nights." George snickered. "I didn't know they were putting love scenes into this. Or did I suddenly get recast as Nicholas?" Another few blinks, then a very genuine laugh. "No," he said, the slight gravely nature to his voice brought out by the laughter. "I've been cast as Marius. And you, from what I understand, are my one time enemy--" "Santino," George finished. He looked the two of them over, then grinned broadly. "And if I can't look evil and Satanic standing next to you, then it probably explains why I've yet to win an Emmy. Come on in." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 577: Jesse Her fingers were tangled in his hair, her leg wrapped around his, Daniel nealy lost his balance. "Umph... I was sooo ... mumph..." Jesse couldn't talk and kiss at the same time, so she opted for the vampiric choice. *Daniel! Oh! GOD! I was soo worried...* her mind breathed into hers. Daniel leaned against the wall and knocked the ornately carved coat tree to the floor. *Jess... we've destroying property!* He laughed in reply. It felt so good to have her wrapped around him once more. She drew back smiling to him. "I'm so glad to see you." "Me too." He replied. Jesse was about to renew the kiss when she saw a familiar looking man gaping at Gabrielle. "Sweetie... who's that?" She whispered into Daniel's ear. His ear looked so wonderful to her at that very moment, she decided to nibble on it. "Th.. that's Chr...issssstian Slllllaterrr." Daniel stuttered as her tongue outlined the curve of his ear. Lifting her head, Jesse glanced at the profile. "Oooohhh." She kissed Daniel's earlobe and tugged on it slightly with her teeth. "Where did you find him?" "I ran into him at the hotel... listen, Jess... WHOA! Don't DOOO that... could we go somewhere private... and talk?" He kissed her where he hoped her cheek would be. "Just... talk?" She asked, lowering her voice and grinning. "Well... to start." He said. "Let's see if you still want to talk to me when we're finished." "Oh. Serious, huh?" Jesse said softly. "Yeah." A long sigh escaped her lips. Her cool breath crossed his neck and Daniel shivered. "I guess we could go up to my room..." Jesse threaded her fingers through Daniel's and she led him up the stairs. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 578: Sting Tom Cruise was going to be the bane of his entire experience in this film, but George seemed nice enough at first glance and certainly not as full of himself as Tom. It occured to him as he entered the room that it would have been much easier on him personally if they had cast the two men into the opposite roles, never minding looks. Tom as Santino... yes, he could project the perfect amount of emotion into the role of Marius given THAT to act off of. The thought made him smile and George returned the expression as he sat on the bed, Sting taking the chair that Tom had used earlier. His expression also asked the silent question of why he was being visited at all and Sting got to that subject first. "I just stopped by to say hello." He smiled. "At least put a face to a name before we have to start rehersals together. That, and to find out if you know anything about the seeming cast get together tonight..." he let his voice trail off expressively, shrugging a little. "Tom mentioned it when I saw him earlier." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 579: Lestat "Say the word, Lestat and I'll be gone." Lestat blinked, the world forming into view again. He looked up and found Louis looking at him expectantly. He frowned a little. "What?" Louis' eyes flickered. "I... I'll go." Lestat frowned even harder, the memory of what had just happened to him starting to receede so fast he was no longer aware that he was forgetting something in the first place. He got up from the bed anxiously. "Go? Louis... mon Dieu. Why?" "I've hurt you." Lestat felt a twinge in his gut. His voice was barely a whisper when he spoke. "So have I." He sank down onto the bed again, cradling his head in his hands. "God, Louis.... I don't want to loose you. *Please*." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 580: Louis "So have I." Lestat sank down onto the bed again, cradling his head in his hands. "God, Louis.... I don't want to loose you. *Please*." At once, Louis was kneeling in front of him. He reached out a tentative hand and stroked the tangled blond mane. "Lestat..." he whispered, "I can forgive you _anything_... I love you. I love you still..." Gently, Louis removed Lestat's hands from the side of his head. He let his fingers move lightly over his maker's face until they came to rest under Lestat's chin. Lifting it slightly, Louis inched closer and covered Lestat's mouth with his own. He felt Lestat's arms creep around him. Louis drew back and touched his forehead to his lovers. "I cannot bear being apart from you. I don't want it to end..." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 581: Lestat "I cannot bear being apart from you. I don't want it to end..." Lestat felt a delicious shudder go through him at those words. Soft, his voice husky, he tried his best to reply. "Then let's try, Louis. I don't ask for it to become as it once was. I don't even think we *want* what it once was. I want it to be better. Where no matter what the hurt or fear there is a trust between us so deep it is a part of our very souls. And the word 'husband' means something that no other word can." Lestat winced a little, thinking of the past. "I know this won't happen overnight. There's things I've yet to tell you which will test your faith in me, I know. But all I ask is for the chance to prove that I can actually be worthy of you." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 582: Gabrielle "God." the young man gaped in Gabrielle's face. She smiled. Thought once. Then, she proceeded with all the zealous possible to place a nice, deep kiss on his lips, leaving Christan quite speechless. She patted him on the shoulder, "Not God, my dear, that's my son. I'm more like Mary, not the Virgin Mary, but Mary." Christian nodded in assent. "Good, I see you understand. My, are you another one of those actors? I have a tendancy for overwhelming the poor things I see." Christian nodded dumbly again. Gabrielle laughed at the blank expression still gracing the beautiful face. She hadn't felt this free in over a hundred years, no black marks scarring her soul, just a clean slate, a new beginning to write. The night smelled more invited, the moon shone brighter and the people had a whole new vivaciousness when she looked into their eyes. She shook herself from reverie and threaded her arm through Christan's and walked over the threshold and closed the door tight behind her, "Now, what was your name, mon cher?" ________________________________________________________________________ Public Service Announcement: Three cheers and a hearty welcome to Misha, who has taken up the monumental task of helping to thread the backlog of Dagger posts... Hooray!! Until further notice all sorting out of tangled posting and plot lines are her work alone. Brava, Misha! We now return you to Dagger of the Mind, already in progress... ________________________________________________________________________ Post 583: Louis "I know this won't happen overnight." Lestat said, "There's things I've yet to tell you which will test your faith in me, I know. But all I ask is for the chance to prove that I can actually be worthy of you." The soft, emotion-filled words were all Louis needed to hear. With a sigh of relief, he laid his head against Lestat's chest and listened to the beat of his heart. "What's past is over and done. All I care about is this... being here with you for all time, feeling your arms around me, knowing that you still want me." Louis whispered. "I only hope you will still feel that way..." Lestat began. Louis lifted his face, a trace of a smile playing there, and placed his fingertips against Lestat's lips. "No now, Beloved. We shan't go into all the past hurts tonight. There will be time for that later..." Lestat nodded. "What I want now is first a good hug... and then, then I have such news..." He said. Louis sat next to him on the bed and slipped his arms around Lestat's body. "There... That's the hug... although I've yet to have a kiss from you, I'll be willing to wait until you tell me what happened last night..." The green eyes gazed expecantly into Lestat's face. ________________________________________________________________________ Post 584: Daniel Jesse lead, or rather dragged, Daniel up the stairs into her bedroom. She flung him on the bed and pinned him there, planting kisses all over his face. "Daniel take these sunglasses off, you look silly in them." She laughed and moved to take them off, but was met by Daniel's hand. "No, leave them on." Jesse leaned back. "Why? I want to see those beautiful violet eyes of yours." She giggled. "You're less apt to slug me if I'm wearing glasses." He said gravely. "Daniel, that's ridiculas!" "Ridiculas that you'll slug me or ridiculas that you would restrain yourself just because I'm wearing glasses?" Her voice turned from that of a seductress to a more serious nature. "I'm not sure yet. You want to tell me what's on your mind?" "I'm not sure where to start." He said. "Why don't you start with why you ran out on us like you did. And if you're not going to take those glasses off, you could at least face in my direction." "Oh, sorry" Daniel slid up to the head of the bed and attempted to face the area of the room where he heard Jesse's voice. "I'm not sure why I ran out...That part of the night seems so distant and vague now. It was something Pandora said, that much I know. Or maybe it was something she did. Barging in on us... Telling us we had to go with her. It's something...How can I put this? It was very Armand like, in the way that I didn't have a say in the matter. That lead to other things and... Jesse, I still love him! I *had* to see him, to see if he still loved me. So I spent the rest of the night with him. So much has happened to him and the coven, Jesse! God, Armand and Marius are going to be married! Lestat and Armand have made peace! And yes, Armand told me he still loves me and that he wants me to come live with them...ALL of them! Armand, Marius, Lestat and Louis. And Jesse," His words became passionate and tinged with a bit of fear. "I told him that I was in love with you too! He told me, if you would join me, that you would be welcome to live with us. Would you Jesse? Would you join me?" ________________________________________________________________________ Post 585: Chris "Good, I see you understand. My, are you another one of those actors? I have a tendancy for overwhelming the poor things I see." Christian nodded, some where in the back of his mind he registered the words "another one of those actors." The loss of the car still hadn't hit him. He was mezmorized by her every action and movement. It's was as if every little nuance and gesture was magic. She didn't even touch the ground when she walked. Her armed locked with his and they moved into the house. "Not what was your name, mon cher?" He had to shake himself to answer her. "Uh...Christian Slater, but uh....you can just call me Chris." He looked around. Neither Daniel nor the gorgeous red head where anywhere to be seen. *I can't beleive he just left me!* "Don't you enjoy my company?" Gabrielle asked with a mishchevious slime on her face. Did he just think that out loud? "Oh yes...I was just wondering where Danny went. Maybe I should go call him." "Nonsense, he'll be down in a little bit, sit and chat with me a while." ________________________________________________________________________ Post 586: Brad Brad's head turned toward the door of his room as he and Pandora passed. Was Tony still in there? It was awfully quiet. Maybe he had gone off anyway. Maybe he didn't want to talk to him after...after... Brad tried to push away the memories as he and Pandora made their way down the long hall to the stairs. He tried to forget the feel of Tony's kiss - of his incredible, fantastic, vampire's kiss. The bite had been nothing, nothing at all, compared to the blood! Brad closed his eyes for a minute, trusting Pandora to guide him. He fought it, fought the shudder of remembered ecstasy that threatened to overcome him and the memory of that magical liquid filling his mouth. 'Tony!' his mind cried out in anguish. His eyes flew open, but remained unseeing. He loved his friend with all his heart, and was now afraid of him as well - afraid of the promise of eternity embodied in that kiss. He had nearly lost himself in the passion of it, in the feel of those inhumanly strong hands moving over his body, pressing him against his already hardening flesh. The flood of desire from Tony's thoughts alone had threatened to swamp him, and the addition of the liquid essence of Tony's very being had done him in. Then, when he felt the savage plunge of the fangs into his throat he knew he had to fight, he had to fight for his very life. He'd tried...that's what he'd said to Pandora in the bathroom. Brad laughed out loud, and it was not his usual happy, carefree chortle. Would they put on his grave stone? He *had* tried - but the sheer ecstacy of it, feel of Tony's lips against his throat had driven away all else. His own body had betrayed his fight and he'd responded in an instant, with the same intensity it had taken all Tom's skill and considerable effort to produce. He had not won his fight. He had been pardoned from it, released by his friend who had sought to show him what he was "giving up." Tony said he'd done the same to Tom...would the time he and Tom spend together now be spent trying to recapture the feel of a vampire's kiss? Had the tender thing growing between them been reduced to ashes? 'Oh, Thomas, where are you?' Brad wished for him with all his heart. 'I need to see you, to hear your voice!' "Thomas!" Brad whispered. ________________________________________________________________________ Post 587: Pandora Pandora listened with regret to the tortured thoughts of the young mortal at her side. He struggled with the reality of being loved by a vampire. He was finally realizing that that is what Antonio is now. A vampire. A lonely, newly made vampire trying to find his way through the everlasting night that threatened to claim his mind, as it already had claimed his body. Antonio, with his passionate nature, would be very lucky indeed to escape the darkness of the mind. So many of them had not. She had not, Marius had not, ancient Khayman had not - even their Brat, Lestat, had not managed to escape the smothering hand of darkness that always pressed at the corners of all of their consciousness. Only a few managed to fight it, with varying degrees of success, and keep their eyes open and their sanity intact against the torturing passage of time. No way to know who would manage such a feet. Maharet, Armand, Louis... all so very different, incredibly different, but whatever the reason - fear, determination, apathy - they faced time head on. But asleep or awake they had all survived. Many were not able to, even after choosing the long sleep. They grew mad and killed themselves - or had to be destroyed. Her thoughts briefly touched on a certain mad vampire and his cult of worshipers high in the mountains. Antonio had such power, such charisma in him. He could very well fall into that trap. And how would this gentle soul beside her react to that? She should tell him, let him see as she had seen first hand, what this life could be like. That would frighten him more that the ecstacy of the blood could. Pandora flinched at the harsh, grating sound of Brad's laughter, every trace of gentle good humor gone from it. He was being destroyed, little by little, and there was nothing any could do to stop it. It had begun the first time Antonio drank from him, and now that he had tasted the blood he was doomed to either death or madness. Already his mind scrambled frantically after the memory of his mortal lover's embrace - an embrace he'd thought was beyond anything he could ever experience elsewhere. He'd just been shown how wrong he could be. ::Oh, Thomas, where are you?:: Brad wished for his lover with all his heart. ::I need to see you, to hear your voice!:: "Thomas!" Brad whispered. "Easy child, he comes for you." Pandora sent soothing thoughts to the boy's mind - cheating, interfering, she knew, but she had to take away some of that pain! She knew she was adding to his doom by doing such a thing, but she would not see him driven mad by his association with them. She would do what she could, even taking away his rightful pain, to ease his troubles for just this moment. He had suffered enough tonight. Now he would have some fun or she would demand a accounting from *everyone* who sought to trouble him! A wild, feral light lit Pandora's eyes as she tightened her arm around Brad's waist. No one else would hurt him tonight! He had relaxed considerably at her words, as if that obnoxious child racing to get to him could solve all his problems! Pandora shook her head in wry amusement. Ah, to be young and in love again! Or just to be in love again... She snorted in disgust at her own brief melancholy. What maudlin nonsense! There was to be dancing tonight!! Dancing with gorgeous young men!!! She smiled at Brad and drew him down the stairs. "As soon as your lover..." "Uh, Pan, we'd kind of like to keep that quiet..." Brad stammered, blushing deeply. "I don't mean to offend, but if you wouldn't..." "Oh, very well!" Pandora kept her amusement at their poor subterfuge creep into her voice. Anyone with half a brain who saw them together would figure it out instantly! "As soon as your Thomas..." "Um, could you loose the "your" part too?" Brad asked hopefully. Pandora gritted her teeth and began again. "As soon as *TOM* gets here, we ca..." "*CRIS*?!!!" Incredulity and a touch of fear showed in Brad's voice as he spotted the young man Daniel had brought home with him and left standing in the hall. Brad tore himself away from her and raced down the stairs toward the young man. Pandora grinned at Gabrielle who'd been giving the boy the eye when they'd started down the stairs. ::He's too young for you, Gabby!:: ::Listen who's talking. I'm not the one upstairs dressing my own personal life-sized Ken Doll!:: Pandora laughed out loud, glad to see her friend at last. ::Say, Gabby. Aren't you a bit old to be having children?:: Pandora smirked as she sauntered up to Gabrielle, leaving Brad to the reunion with his friend. ::I take it you're referring, with your usual delicacy I might add, to Antonio?:: ::The one and only. He's here you know, being chastised by our very own Mr. Chips. I tell you Gabby if we don't do something to stop it, that one will be as pompous and irritating as Marius soon. Thank God they've stopped fu...:: ::Pandora!:: Gabrielle cut her off. ::Why is David chastising Antonio? What's happened?:: ::Not much really,:: Pandora shrugged, her eyes going to Brad for a moment. ::He's only be behaving like your other son - in other words like a reckless idiot!:: She smiled to take the sting out of her words. It wasn't Gabby's fault that Lestat was such a royal pain in the ass! ________________________________________________________________________ Post 588: Gabrielle Pandora's smile did nothing to take the sting out of her words, :: Please don't give me quotes from your nonexistant handbook on parenting Pandora. :: Gabrielle smiled sweetly, ::Or maybe you'll be writing your first chapter with Monsiuer Pitt over there. You seem to enjoy his company so.:: Pandora smiled cruelly in response, ::Hardly, darling, that is what your own Antonio is up to. Playing with mortal's minds, you have not instructed him well. Not that ever followed Dr. Spock's book on child rearing. :: Gabrielle looked away from Pandora, her remark hitting Gabrielle's heart. She was no parent, that she knew, and she was not going to pretend. Regaining her composure she smiled at Pandora, "Well, Pandy, would you like to break up 'Mr. Chip's' lecture up there with me or can you politely point out the way?" ________________________________________________________________________ Post 589: Jesse Daniel's words became passionate and tinged with a bit of fear. "I told him that I was in love with you too! He told me, if you would join me, that you would be welcome to live with us. Would you Jesse? Would you join me?" "You love me? You still love me? Ooooh, Danny!" Jesse launched herself at him, covering his face with kisses. The sunglasses were sent flying as Daniel tumbled over on top of her. *You aren't going to belt me?* He whispered into her mind as he returned her passionate kisses. *What for? Running off? Why would I do that?* she giggled against his neck. "No..." he said softly against her cheek, "For loving Armand. I can't stop! But I love you..." "Why should I be mad about you loving your maker? You loved him for years before he brought you over." Jesse settled against Daniel, feeling happy and secure once more with his arms around her. "You are his only child... the only fledling he ever made...Armand loves you very much." she said, wistfully. "I love Maharet... I'd do _anything_ for her." Jesse sighed and snuggled in closer, taking Daniel's hand in hers and kissing each fingertip. "You don't mind about that, do you?" "Nope." Daniel sighed, closing his eyes. "You will come and live with me?" Jesse raised herself on her elbow."For as long as you want me..." She pressed a long, lingering kiss on his mouth. She leaned back onto her elbow and smiled at him. "and Daniel... I'm hell to get rid of, so very determinded when I want something... and I want to be with you..." Daniel opened his eyes and smiled. "That's all I wanted to ..." He was interrupted by a shriek erupting from Jesse. "Danny! What in God's name happened to your eyes!!!" ________________________________________________________________________ Post 590: Marius There was something almost sinfully pleasurable and intimate about watching a loved one sleep. Marius had woken to the darkness of their room in the St. Anne and the comfortable weight of Armand nestled into his arms. He had switched the light on with a mental touch, dimming it to a soft glow so as to not disturb his fiance... Gods, the very concept. It fell strange to think it, stranger still to say it. "Mi fidanzato," his whispered softly. A slow smile touched his lips. "Mi marito..." He had curled back against Armand, holding him gently and just watching him sleep, the vulnerable relaxation stripping all the years from him until it was once again a mere child of seventeen which he held in his arms. Amadeo... no longer to be child, but equal now, lover and soon to be husband. And taking his place... a small shiver went through Marius as the events of the past nights played out before his mind's eye. Lestat de Lioncourt. "Mon fils..." As though the shiver somehow communicated itself through them, Armand gave a small start and woke, all motion stilling for a moment as he took stock of his surroundings. Marius waited until the dark eyes had turned towards him, then smiles warmly, leaning down to press a gentle kiss to his cheek. "Good evening, mi Amadeo." Armand blinked a little, eyes slightly wide. Marius didn't blame him. The memory of the past night had probably abruptly caught up to him, and he knew from his own experience that it took a few moments to get used to. And then a rather slow, hesitant smile spread over his lips, though his eyes were still rather distant, almost bemused. "Padrone," he said softly, then shook his head slightly. "Dear God... it wasn't a dream, was it?" "Not unless we had the same one," Marius replied gently. He laid back, tugging Armand easily down into his arms. "How are you?" "Fine," came the immediate response, then a slight chuckle. "Better than fine. Stunned. Shocked. Amazed." "All of the above," Marius agreed, hugging him slightly. He nuzzled his cheek slightly against the silk soft curls, breathing in the light scent with a warm feeling of contentment that he had rarely known. Something nagged at the back of his mind, though... Oh. Gently, not pushing the subject, "Did your talk with Daniel go well?"