RPG SPEC: Dagger of the Mind Sequel to "Hollywood Vampires" Parts 45-47, Posts 441-470 _________________________________________________________________________ Post 441: Marius Marius woke to darkness, the black, partially artificial darkness of a heavily draped room. He lay for a moment, gathering his bearings, bringing the strange dimensions of the space around him into focus as a hotel suite, a bed, the soft pressure of a still body against his own and the weight of a head cradeled against his shoulder. He paused, closing his eyes again, drawing in a slow, deep breathe. It was done. He had done it. The first steps to solving this problem, defusing the web of tension that had caught him and all of the others up, until it wore at his very nerves and sanity. The gauntlet of peace thrown down. No. Marius sighed softly, feeling the tension return to his body, settling in like a vise across his back and neck, an ill-fitting jacket that he had worn far too much of late. No, it was not as simple as that. More like throwing himself down, the bone between two snarling dogs, in the vain hope that perhaps it would distract them. His words of the night before echoed through his memory... things he had not spoken in two hundred years, had never meant to speak at all. It had taken *this* to drive him to it. And now he would have to live up to those fine words. It was not the first time he had ever told Lestat of the love he bore him, but it was the first time he had meant it in quite such a way. "Son of my heart"... that brash, impetuous, rash young one who might have truely shared Marius' blood for all of the physical resembalance... certainly more then the slender figure that curled now against his side, the auburn curls spread out over his shoulder in a cascade of riotous color. But *this* was his son, the one he had chosen, student, heir, lover... The son of his blood, the one he should have supported without reservation. He had failed, badly, in that regard. And now, in a last fit of cowardice, he had chosen to make *them* face each other, rather then chosing one over the other. It truely was cowardice, he couldn't deny it, but it had been the only solution he could think of. Alright, then, Marius thought to himself. Alright. It is done, and you can not change what is past. Things must be done now, the last wheels set in motion, and then you must sit back, and wait, and be ready to act. He sighed, shifting a little. Armand murmurred sleepily, slipping easily down onto the pillow as Marius carefully moved away. He eased silently off of the bed, bending to press a gentle kiss to Armand's forehead, then retreated in silence to dress and gather up what few belongings they had. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 442: Armand The intense sensation of *anticipation* drew Armand from sleep like a beckoning lover. Smiling, he rose to meet her, drawing her in, possessing her. There would finally be an end to it. Tonight, he would have Lestat... on Armand's own terms. He lay there, savoring the delicious feeling as Marius moved about their room. He watched, but did not move, as Marius gathered the few possessions they had picked up along the way and might care to retain for a time. It was obvious they were moving, but Armand was not quite ready to share space with his prey. "We're leaving?" he said at last, softly. At once Marius stilled, then approached him, smiling. "I grow weary of cabs." he answered, joining Armand at once on the bed. "I thought we might change addresses." "And where would you have us reside now?" Armand asked softly, masking the ice of his words with a smile. Marius looked at him in surprise. "I thought the St. Anne. It's right in the center of everything. Though there are others I saw, if you don't like that one." He continued to smile, reaching out to touch Armand's face gently. "You know the area far better than I. Have you an opinion?" "The St. Anne is a good choice." Armand answered softly. "As you say, it is right in the middle of it all. It's smaller, true, but if we get the penthouse..." "The penthouse?" Maruis teased. "Your tastes are expanding." Armand smiled at him again, a flash of teeth in the darkness. "I feel like celebrating. There will be peace between Lestat and I at long last." Marius looked at him uncertainly, to which Armand responded with a kiss. Then he slid out of the bed and headed for the bathroom, showering and dressing quickly. By the time he emerged, Marius had finished packing and had already called the desk to check out. All was in readiness. "Ready?" Marius asked as soon as he spied Armand. "I am, but go ahead. I need to hunt. I'll meet you there." Marius truly frowned this time. "Caro, are you all right?" he asked softly. Armand hastened to assure him. "I am fine." The smile did not reach his eyes, but it was the best he could do. "I'm just a touch... nervous. It's not every night a 200 year old feud is put to rest." "It need not be done tonight, caro." Marius tried to put his arms around him, but Armand slipped from them with a smile. "After so long, a few more nights..." "No time like the present." Armand said softly, still smiling. Then he kissed his fingers in purely Italian gesture he had not used in centuries. "I'll meet you there, padrone." At once he was out the door and gone. At once the smile faded, his entire body tensing, searching. To hunt, yes. But not in his usual style. Tonight he sought prey. Abandoning any pretense of humanity, he moved as a creature of darkness, slipping soundlessly from one shadow to the next, faster than eyes could follow. He headed down, to the lobby, then back... into the offices... toward the basement. Once alone, he took the first mortal to cross his path, a middle management lackey who died in fear, knowing that Death held him in his arms. The kill soothed some of the savagery from his heart, allowed him to think more rationally. But even so, the anticipation pounded through the blood like a drum. "Lestat," he whispered in the darkness, "your time has come." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 443: Louis Louis had awakened an hour after the sun dipped below the horizon. Dreams had haunted his deathsleep. Dreams of Claudia, her tiny form incinerated by the sun. Dreams of desolate loneliness, his wanderings in years of despair and isolation. Dreams granting him a glimpse of Lestat in his golden beauty, only to have his lover abandon him to grieve the loss. These dreams were not caused by Lestat. Louis knew they were brought on by his own inner turmoil. He raked his hair from his eyes and sat up. Louis found himself on the couch. He had fallen asleep watching Tonio. Tonio, curled under the covers, battling his demons in his sleep. Tonio now in the same position, sleep still upon him. Louis rose and soundlessly made his way to his own room, lest he disturb Gabrielle's fledgling. Peeling off his clothing, he walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on full blast. He stepped under the spray, saturating his hair, and allowing the water to pour down his back. He closed his eyes and tried to relax his muscles and think of nothing at all. After a few minutes of this self-indulgence, he heard a knock at the suite door. He scanned. A messenger stood, gazing at the gilded suite number on the door, an envelope in her hand. Louis pulled the dressing gown over his wet body, and hurried to the door. The first thing that had crossed his mind was perhaps Lestat had written a reply. The after-thought was to prevent the tapping from waking Tonio. Louis opened the door. "Mr. du Lac?" The messenger looked up at Louis' wet hair, a rivulet of water made it's way down his high forehead and into the arched eyebrow. She smiled. There were definite perks to this job after all... "I have an envelope for you." She held out long envelope and placed it in Louis' hand. Louis looked at the familiar scrawl, his heart skipped a beat. Lestat. "Wait..." he spoke as the messenger turned her back to leave. "Let me give you something for your trouble." She smiled over her shoulder. "Thanks, but the sender took care of that." Louis closed the door behind him as he stepped back into the room. He noticed the light coming from Tonio's open door. "Tonio?" He called. "Are you feeling better?" No reply. "Tonio?" Louis dashed to the door and glanced in. The room was empty. Louis scanned for him. Tonio was gone. 'He must have slipped out while I was in the shower,' Louis thought, looking around. Louis tried to touch his mind, but Tonio was was shielding. Louis fell into an arm chair. Water dripped from his hair onto the envelope in his hand. There was little he could do for Tonio now...He had to come to terms with himself, with his vampirism, with his passion for Brad. This was a decision Louis could not help him make. Tonio had to make this journey on his own. Louis tore open the envelope and unfolded the pages. He read the letter twice... three times. Was this Lestat? Louis could count all the times Lestat had spoken to him openly... Louis closed his eyes against rising tears. "Mon Dieu," he whispered into the empty room, "how long have I dared hope..." And now Lestat was baring his soul to him, sharing something so personal... and the very thought of Lestat calling Armand his brother! Louis pulled in a breath. Lestat and Armand... an alliance- no, more than that... a coven! Was Lestat daring to consider forming a coven? Louis' eyes were drawn to the bottom of the page. "London. Oh, God, how could I ever forget London!" Louis murmured. He was suddenly lost in the past. Lestat taking him, flying with him to London. After all the hell of Akasha, the gathering in Sonoma, Night Island, he and Lestat together in London. Oh, he had been livid. Lestat should *not* have bothered that gentle old man the way he did. The poor soul was grieving the loss of his dear Jesse... And Lestat, brazen as brass had gone into David Talbot's own chamber... And afterwards, Lestat laughing his fool head off; Louis himself still steaming. Lestat had wanted to make it up to him. Lestat had taken him into the city of London... there to prowl the Tower of London. Later, Lestat had procured a room at the Savoy Hotel... a suite, actually, with one bedroom, and one bed. Louis' mouth curled into a smile. New beginnings... and the ring! The ring Lestat had surprised him with! He never knew for certain if Lestat had a copy made for him, or if it was actually the canary diamond recessed into the heavy gold band that had caught Louis' eye amongst the crown jewels... Yes, he still had it, locked away in his safe in the Rue Royal flat. Far too opluent to wear, far to much a precious gift from Lestat to ever dismiss... Louis held the letter in his hand. Lestat had changed... could he believe it? _________________________________________________________________________ Post 444: Antonio Antonio woke to the sound of running water. At first he thought he had fallen asleep under a waterfall, but then realized that it was only Louis, showering. In the next room, behind a closed door. Groaning, he sat up and held his head briefly. When would he ever get used to these rampaging, vampiric senses? Everything augmented, everything heightened until the smallest smile became a belly laugh, the softest noise a bellow. And then there was Louis himself. Friend... lover. Forbidden. Utterly forbidden. Just like everyone he knew or cared about, with the sole exception of Gabrielle, his creator. *Especially*... "Brad..." The name came out as a whisper, hanging on the very air in a sensual dance of desire. He groaned softly and lay back in bed, covering his face with a pillow. He had to get out of there. He had to move, to hunt... to occupy his mind and keep it far away from Louis mark I or II. He heard the water shut off and at once was in motion, out the door almost before he took stock of his appearance. Yes, he was dressed. In such a state it would actually be possible to walk the halls nude and not notice for a bit. Antonio shook his head as he lengthened his stride toward the elevator. "Latins should never be vampires." he muttered. To distract himself, he first headed to the set. It was unnaturally quiet, teetering upon the decision of restarting or scrapping the entire project. He quickly showered and changed, then went to hunt, hoping the blood would soothe him, calm his nerves. Unfortunately, it did nothing but quicken him further, enhancing the already dazzling New Orleans night until the very breeze seemed spun of pure magic. His depression of the night before was totally gone. In it's place the wonder of new discovery, an intense love of life which had always burned within him. Antonio knew it was foolish. Knew the risk was enormous. But something like this *had* to be shared. Without hesitation he pointed his boots toward first street, and Brad. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 445: Jesse Jesse flicked the strands of ashy blond hair from Daniel's eyes and smiled. "Jessica and the Twerp. Hmm. I like the sound of that," she said, the smile growing bigger by the second. "Jesse!" Daniel cried, rolling off the bed. "I'm used to being laughed at, but I wouldn't want you to be!" He started to pace. She sat up. "Danny... Do you know what they're REALLY gonna say? They're gonna say "Oh, Jeeze... Danny and the Coven Slut!" Jesse said, her voice taking an unusually high pitch. Daniel gazed at her. Jesse's eyes were wide, her lower lip was trembling. She was starting to cry. "Jess!" He gasped, suddenly grabbing her by the shoulders. "You're *not* a slut!" She raised her eyes to meet his. They were a silvery violet... so beautiful! "Daniel..." She whispered, lifting her face to his, "You aren't a 'Twerp'... you're... wonderful!" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 446: Daniel (Now played by Stephanie Buday) Daniel wrapped his arms around Jesse, holding her as tightly as he could. "You're *not* the coven slut Jesse! David's running very hard for that title, I wouldn't try to take it from him." There was a hint of laughter in his voice, but he was serious, he didn't want to see Jesse cry. Daniel had been restraining himself from crying for the past few nights, if she started, then he would start and neither of them needed that right now. Jesse tore herself from Daniel and pushed him hard, nearly knocking him off the bed. "I'm serious!" "Well so am I" Daniel persisted. "Jesse, why does is bother you what a mortal says? We don't live by their rules! Christ, if you're a slut then Lestat is the "Madame" of the coven! Take a look around you Jesse, you're the most celebate one of us." He thought for a moment "With the exception of Mekare, but there's that whole sanity thing you have to think of." He let a slow grin spread across his face. Jesse was on the verge of laughter and she leaned back against him. "Who laughs at you Daniel? I'd like to have a talk with them about manners. You are beautiful." "I'm nothing special." He hugged her again, he didn't want her to see the pain on his face. Armand had said that to him while he was a mortal, he had never heard it from him again. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 447: Jesse She drew back, cupping his face in her hands. "Oh, Daniel..." she breathed, "if you only knew how special you are..." With those soft words, she pressed her mouth to his. "Mmmph," Daniel began to speak, his lips tight against Jesse's. He pulled back a fraction of an inch. "I just don't want to see you hurt..." Jesse sighed, a little smile playing on her face. "We aren't going to bother with idle gossip, are we?" Daniel's hands were in her hair. "We could become a hot topic..." He bent forward to nuzzle against her neck, wanting to feel the softness of her tresses against his face. Jesse nibbled at his earlobe. "Or we could keep it a secret." "A secret? In a house full of mind readers?" Daniel threw his head back and laughed. "Are you as touched as your 'Aunt Merkare'? "Depends on what you want to touch..." she smirked. "I'm serious! How can we keep this a secret?" Jesse sat back on the bed. "It's easy. We just shield our thoughts. And don't tell me you aren't strong enough, I let you drink from me so you'd be strong enough to fly, remember?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 448: Louis' Letter [Text of Louis' letter of response] Lestat, You have been so open with me, forming your inner most feelings into words, and setting them out before me as you have never really done so before. These words have touched me most deeply. Until now, I have only dared hope you would one night bare your soul to me, let me see the man you truly are beneath the brash exterior. These words were not written by a cold, unfeeling, detached individual. They were written by you, with great warmth and honesty. These words you placed before me revealed to me a nature that I had only rarely been permitted to glimpse. I agree this is a time for new beginnings. That you have found the courage to wish to call Armand your brother tells me you are sincere. I have always know Marius considered you his son. This is not a surprise to me, only an affirmation of his devotion to you. Your expressed wish to come together with them will bring peace of mind to all those involved. And now I must speak to you on the matter of our new beginnings. As you have been so honest with me, I must be totally honest with you. These words cannot be written, they must be spoken face to face. Lestat, to speak these words will be the most difficult thing I have ever done. I must be honest with you, or the beginnings I dare hope for will not occur. Therefore, Lestat, send me word when you can meet with me, in a place where we will not be disturbed. A private place. Our home. Please meet with me in our house on Rue Royale. Louis P.S. I could never forget the time we spent in London. I know we have been together in more opulent surroundings, but those nights are most dear to my heart. That was our true beginning, Lestat. I have kept the ring you gave me on our last night at The Savoy. I can tell you exactly where it is. It is in the safe in my bedroom at home, a most secure place. When we meet, perhaps you will tell me if it is a replica of the ring I saw with The Crown Jewels, or if indeed the replica is now on display in the Tower of London. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 449: Brad Brad smiled over his shoulder and with a laugh in answer to Tom's concern about Lestat's mental state, and said,"The boy is *always* upset about something." He opened the door and stopped dead in his tracks, Tom nearly plowing into the back of him. As he stared at the man seated in font of him and tried to gather his suddenly scattered thoughts, Tom moved around him, stepping slightly in front of him as if he would protect Brad with his own body if need be. Brad sincerely hoped that would not be necessary, and he swallowed hard as the "man" before them rose from the chair near the door where he was obviously waiting for them, and stepped forward, extending his hand. "Good evening, Mssr. Pitt." Brad swallowed hard as that infamous smile grew wider, the fangs glinting sharply in the warm light of the room. "I don't know that we've been formally introduced. I am the Vampire Lestat." "Should I call you Mssr. de Lioncourt, Monsieur, The Vampire Lestat, or just TVL for short," Brad abruptly closed his mouth at Tom's gasp, realizing that he may have just insulted the mercurial vampire for the *second* time in the space of a few seconds. It was a rude respone, for sure, but he was nervous and it came out more flippant than he'd intended. He needn't have worried. Lestat chuckled and grinned even wider, causing Brad to shiver slightly. "Lestat will do, Brad... you don't mind if I call you Brad?" The last was not truly a question, and Brad simply shrugged. What Lestat chose to call him was the least of his concerns. Even the toothy grin didn't concern him...much. What did concern him was the man at his side, and that deeply surprised him. Looking at Lestat he was struck by the feeling that he *knew* the centuries old vampire. He couldn't know him of course, but it was not until this moment, in the intimacy of a small hotel sitting room, that he realized just how close Tom had come to capturing the essence of Lestat de Lioncourt. Unbidden, Tom's words from the fading hours of the night before sprang to mind. They'd been standing at the balcony of the house on First Street, looking over the neighborhood as the birds filled the air with their morning songs, and sharing their thoughts as freely as they'd shared their bodies. "...I've not missed a sunrise since meeting Lestat," he'd said. "Deep in my heart, I'm preparing for The Gift. And I'm never sure if this will be the last..." and then "...I chose to be Lestat... In a way, I gave myself to him even then, and just like now, there is no going back." Brad knew he had been too lost in the moment, almost giddy with spent passion to truly take in the meaning of the words. But now, they were driven home with a vengence as the means to the end that Tom sought stood before them, and for the first time he realized that it was more that a pipe dream of Tom's - it could very well become a reality. He turned to look at the profile of his new lover, and... friend? 'Perhaps more than friend,' something said in the back of his mind, as the softly whispered endearments that had almost been lost in the echoing splash and noise of the shower replayed in his thoughts. Before he could stop himself, his hand came up and he slipped his fingers into the waving blond hair that brushed Tom's shoulders, not stopping until he felt the warm flesh of his neck beneath his fingertips. 'That's the way he *should* feel,' Brad thought. Just as Tom turned to look at him, Brad turned his own gaze back to Lestat. "Please don't," was all he could think to say. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 450: Lestat Lestat's eyebrows rose slightly as he looked at Brad. "I'm tempted to make a joke about how a vampire can still have a sex life, even with a mortal, but I can see that you are serious so I will not," Lestat smiled in a way that was meant to be reassuring but he could see that Brad wasn't as fond of the expression as he'd hoped. He immediately grew serious, then continued. "The decision is only half mine, Brad. And while there are few of my kind left on the earth, there are still enough out there that someone like Tom could find one to give him The Gift if he wanted. If *he* wanted. I am a comparatively small part of this process. Does the idea of giving Tom The Gift tempt me? Oui." Lestat could see the flicker of emotion in Tom's eyes. He gave Tom a quick smile, then turned back to Brad. "It would be nice, for once, to create a Child with the intent of doing it *right*. But, again, the decision is first and foremost Tom's to make." Lestat smiled again, a grin more like his usual expression. "However, your concern for Tom touches me. Quite nice to know you're not just using him for good sex." The grin got a little wider. "Though the bathroom does appreciate the view." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 451: Daniel "Keep a secret huh? It's not going to be easy Jesse, what if David and Pandora know already?" "Shhhhh!" Jesse whispered in his ear. "David is a gentleman, he wouldn't tell a soul. Besides, I think he was a little, ummm, preoccupied last night." She started to nibble around Daniel ear sending a shiver down his spine. "Ahhh, yes, it must have been one of those nights. The earth moved, the planets aligned, the moon turned red, the--" "I get the picture. Do you want to talk or would you rather--" "Fly! Let's fly Jesse! David taught me another step, I'd like to brush up on it a little." Jesse frowned. "Not exactly what I had in mind." "Expect the unexpected." He said with all the "B" horror movie accent he could muster. "Just *think* of all the possibilities if we're airborn! You forget, I've worked with 'the master'!" Daniel ran to the window and flung it open. "See you outside!" "Daniel wait!" Jesse ran to the window expecting to see a crumbled mess on the ground below. To her surprise, Daniel was sitting in the tree across the yard. "Are you coming or not?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 452: Jesse Jesse peered out the open window and laughed. It felt so good to be laughing! It had been so long... "Oh, Danny," She chuckled as she pushed the sleeves of her sweater up to her elbows, "you'd better not ask me that question unless you want a good answer!" Daniel's throaty chortle was his reply. Jesse slipped out the window and rode the evening breeze to the tree where Daniel sat. She hovered in front of him smiling flirtatiously. "Which 'master' are you talking about, Daniel? Armand the master seducer? Lestat the master brat? David the master I-used-to-be-an-old-guy-but-look-at-me-now former Talamascan?" She held her hand out to him. Daniel took the small, white hand offered, and followed as Jesse drew him out of the tree. "Why Armand, of course! He's the master of spontaneity!" He laughed as they rose into the night sky. "My GOD! THIS IS GREAT!" Daniel looked up into the stary dome. "Shhh!" Jesse drew close to him. "We aren't supposed to advertise flying!" Daniel was giddy as they rapidly gained heighth. Jesse slipped her arms around him and kissed him. "I could get used to this." She whispered. "Beautiful Jesse, so could I!" He returned the kiss. "I wonder if the others do this?" He whispered against her cheek. She laughed. "I don't know... I've never really thought about it." They had leveled off, the moon casting a silvery light on the clouds below them. "Could we try something fancy." Daniel kissed her nose. Jesse looked into his face, her eyes wide in mock innocence. "Why, Rhett! What ever do y'all mean? Like those lil ole vampires do it in Paris?" She had a very hard time stopping the torrent of giggles that threatened to bubble out. "No!" Daniel held his arms out at the sides and flapped a little. "Transylvania!" Laughing, they threw their arms around each other and spun around in a cloud, creating a whispy spiral. "Daniel, why haven't you ever let me see you like this before?" Jesse looked into his luminous violet eyes. Daniel shrugged. "Gosh, Jess... I always thought you were so serious! The way you've been protecting that actor..." "Brad!!! Ohmygawd!! I forgot about Brad!!!" Jesse gasped. "Oh, Hell, Jesse, leave him be..." Daniel's brow furrowed. "NO! Oh... let me see... where *is* he?" She began to furiously scan. "Daniel! He's with TOM!! And Tom's with LESTAT!" Grabbing her by the shoulders, Daniel held her firmly. "He'll be ok..." "But don't you see? He's walked right into the Lion's Den! I promised to protect him..." She was growing frantic. "I've to do something..." "Jesse, just scan... he's fine... see? Lestat's too preoccupied to want to take him as a fledgling." Daniel tried to reason with her. "But what if Lestat's hungry?" She cried. "Lestat might be a wildman, but he's not stupid." Daniel leveled his gaze at her. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 453: Marius The tension he had felt upon waking had not improved with a change of locale. In fact, it had gotten significantly worse, until Marius was silently begrudging every mortal on the planet their ability to swallow small pills of distilled pharmescuticals that would relieve the tight painful pulse across the back of his neck and temples. The St. Anne was a graceful old hotel, not nearly as plush and modernly luxurious as the Regency, but with an old charm that made up for it. Marius had secured the largest of their suites by the simple expident of a credit number, a few phone calls, and signing whatever papers they pushed at him to sign. The jovial black man at the desk had been very relaxed and accomodating about all of it, which was a relief, and the staff had taken care of the bags, taking them up to the room and all but unpacking for him. He had finally waved them off with thanks and a generous tip, and then locked the room, pocketing the key, and gone down to wait for Armand in the courtyard. In the evening light the small cobble paved courtyard with it's flickering gasoliers and the trickling fountain should have been both beautiful and relaxing. It was neither, because from where he sat Marius could see through the hotel door, out to the street, across the street to the garage... and directly through that was the St. Louis. All but within touching distance. Marius had already scanned the hotel, brushing his mind over it lightly, and the throbbing behind his eyes had increased geometrically when he had found not only the presense of Lestat and Gabrielle, still sunk in slumber, but of two mortals. Men which he had not met personally, but whos importance he knew. The mortal counterparts of Lestat and Louis in that film production. And they were in Lestat's rooms, talking to the vampire. Marius had not tried to hear the conversation. Bad enough just to know they were there. So he sat, listening to the sounds of the street outside and the subdued conversation from the dining room, and trying not to feel the tension that siezed him every time he recalled the look on Armand's face, and the smile that was not quite a smile, the small breath of shadow in the reassuring words that had begun to set Marius' teeth on edge. He had known this would not be easy, had been sure that neither Lestat nor Armand would greet peace with open arms... but he could deal with open hostility far better then this veiled cold, shrouded in hollow pleasantness. And from Armand... he did not know how to combat it, how to push towards a resolution without making the entire situation worse. So he waited, with all outward sign of patience, until a slender shadow made it's way through the lobby and into the courtyard, pausing by his side. Marius turned his eyes to Armand, studying his lover for a moment, and then, decision made, smiled pleasantly, the headache only slightly marring the expression, dimming it from his eyes. "Better?" Armand smiled back, the expression nothing more then the movement of the muscles beneath the skin. "Yes." He tilted his head back the way he had come. "The St. Louis is just across the street." "Yes, I know." Marius kept the smile in place with a small effort. "You did say there was no time like the present. It's early... Shall we pay Lestat a visit?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 454: Brad Brad forgot his nervousness and fear and scowled at Lestat as he dangled the hope of immortality in front of Tom like a carrot. Tom's decision... yeah right. Like Lestat wouldn't do it on a whim. His mind filled with vision of Daniel and Armand, spinning through a deadly dance for years before Armand finally relented and brought Daniel to him - and Lestat didn't even love Tom! At any moment he might grow tired of the mortal actor and abandon him - or kill him. Brad stepped in closer to Tom, his hand slipping from the golden hair to rest on his shoulder in a unconsciously possessive gesture. "...your concern for Tom touches me," Lestat was saying. Brad brought his attention back to Lestat with a snap. "Quite nice to know you're not just using him for good sex." He grinned at Brad even wider, enjoying himself thoroughly, it would seem. "Though the bathroom does appreciate the view." Brad went completely still for a moment, then flushed bright red. "Okay. That tears it. I'm outta here." He dropped his hand and stepped away from Tom. "Mr. de Lioncourt it's been an experience, to say the least." Brad turned on his heel to leave, but turned back an instant later, ignoring the horrified, whispered pleas from Tom. "You know, you could have gone all night without saying that last bit. We realized you were probably witness to some of our *private* moments, but you didn't have to mention it, as it was PRIVATE." Brad controlled his voice with an effort. "Look, I don't want to return rudeness with rudeness, as this is your place and Tom is a guest here, but I have to say this. I don't give a hoot about my concern 'touching' you. My feelings for Tom are between him and me, so just butt out!" "BRAD!" Tom tugged at his arm, trying to get him to shut up. Brad rounded on him. "I'm sorry, Tom. But he gets on my nerves! He's like you on your worst day times ten!" Tom blinked in surprise at the anger in his voice, and Brad was instantly contrite. He wrapped his arms around Tom and kissed him to take the sting out of his words, ignoring Lestat - who would just spy on them anyway, apparently "I don't care how much he wants a perfect Child," Brad whispered in Tom's ear, "he can't have you." He swirled his tongue around the delicate, curving flesh, "Your mine now, and I'm not going to let you go without a fight. We promised, remember?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 455: Tom "I don't care how much he wants a perfect Child," Brad whispered in Tom's ear, "he can't have you." He swirled his tongue around the delicate, curving flesh, "Your mine now, and I'm not going to let you go without a fight. We promised, remember?" Tom shivered as much from nerves as from the unexpected touch of Brad's lips. Then he pulled back, looking seriously at Brad. His voice low more in keeping with the moment than for any desire for privacy, he replied "I promised to help *you* fight. I... made my decision long ago." The sudden flash of pain in Brad's eyes cut Tom like a knife and again he shivered, pulling Brad close once more. "Later, beautiful one. Beloved one... later. Go now, and let me talk to him." There was so much more he wanted to say. He wanted to tell Brad how full his heart was, how amazed he was to feel this way... about *anyone*. He wanted to whisper promises and hear them returned. He wanted to bury himself within his lovers flesh and never, ever come out again. He said none of it, forcing himself to be content with a gentle touch, an intimate smile... the Brad slipped through his fingers like smoke and was gone. Tom closed the door behind him then turned, leaning back against it heavily. "I can not believe what I hear myself saying to him." He groaned softly. "I can not believe I mean it! What's happening to me?" Lestat grinned. "If I had to guess, I'd say you're in love with him." Tom ran his hand through his hair, still getting used to the heavy weight of the shoulder length locks. "I'd say you're probably right." he agreed softly, walking back into the room. "Thank you for not... " He stopped, changing his mind last minute. He knew better. "I'm sorry he was rude. I think you frighten him." Lestat shrugged. "He wouldn't be the first. All in all, he handled it fairly well." He wasn't about to argue the point. Besides, he had more on his mind, and now that Brad was safely out of the suite, he could turn his full attention to other things. "Were you serious?" he asked softly. "You would consider making me your child?" "I have already considered it." Lestat replied. "But, as I told Brad, the decision is ultimately yours." He shook his head. "There is no decision." Tom's voice was low, insistant. "I want it. All of it. To be a part of your life..." "And what of your lover?" Lestat broke in, the power of his voice making volume unnecessary. "What of Brad? Would he welcome this change within you?" Tom frowned, but listened. "And what of your career? If you do not age, how can you appear, year after year before a camera? It is something Antonio will have to face very soon. His career is essentially over. Do you wish to join him?" "Why are you saying this?" Tom's voice came out in a harsh whisper, his muscles locked, rigid. "Why tell me these things?" Lestat hesitated, the reached out, touching the side of his face. "Because I want to do this right. If I make you my child, it *will* be done right. Because you want it without reservation, and because I accept you as my own. Do you understand?" Tom met his eyes, the preternatural eyes that had haunted his dreams, bluer, deeper even than Brads. Slowly he nodded, but Lestat continued to *look* at him until he seemed satisfied that his message had been understood. "I... need time. To think." Lestat dropped his hand. "Take all the time you want. It is something I have plenty of." Somewhat dazed, Tom turned, heading for the door. Then he stopped, turning back once more. They had been honest with one another during the entire conversation. He couldn't let this pass. "Lestat... are *you* all right? Is there anything I can do..." he trailed off, knowing he did not have to mention recent past events. He only hoped Lestat understood the offer was sincere. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 456: Brad Brad stumbled down the hall, scarcely aware of the path he took as his mind reeled with conflicting emotions. Beloved one... Could he have meant that? How could he mean it? Brad stopped and slumped against the wall, his hair swinging down to hide his face as he bent his head under the crushing weight of the despair that threatened to overtake him. "I promised to help *you* fight. I... made my decision long ago... Go now, and let me talk to him." Brad turned his head and looked back the way he'd come. He should go back. He shouldn't have left Tom there with *him*. He'd seen that look come back into Tom's eye, that fierce gleam he got when he was after something he wanted. For awhile that look had been replaced by something softer, gentler. And it had been a vast improvement, as little by little Tom had let his guard down and allowed himself to relax. But all Lestat had to do was mention the so called "Gift" and that fierce determination was there again. And Brad knew he didn't stand a chance against the offer of immortality. And why did he even care about a chance? A chance for what? Images of their night together flowed through his mind and gave him the answer he sought to hide from. "Thomas..." Brad whispered, suddenly acutely aware of every ache in his battered body. The purple bruise on his throat where, with a wicked grin, Tom has sought to mark him, the bruises on his arms from the strong grip of Tom's hands as he'd tried to drag him from the house on First Street when he thought Brad was in danger, the scrapes and scratches garnered from their passionate encounter in the gazebo, and the general fatigue of time passed with too little sleep and too much activity. "Has it only been a night and a day?" Brad said to the air. "Beg your pardon, Sir?" One of the maids had stopped and fixed Brad with a quizzical look. "Is there something I can do for you?" "No Ma'am," Brad answered, straightening, still ducking his head so that the longish hair obscured his face. "I don't think there's anything anyone can do for me now." He turned away from the woman's puzzled look and slipped away down the hall, out of the hotel, and into the deepening New Orleans night. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 457: Brad Brad wiped the sweat from his eyes with the back of his forearm, looking with satisfaction at the work he'd accomplished. He'd been too late getting started to get contractors into the house to fix the broken window so, ignoring the possible dangers of hungry vampires deciding to stay in for dinner, he'd made a few calls and had some paned glass, glazing, wood frames and the appropriate tools sent to the house. The deliveries to be left on the porch, of course. Bit by bit he'd dragged it all up the stairs to the attic so he could fix the broken window David had asked him to take care of. He'd pried the broken frame loose and set about preparing the new window to take it's place. He needred a bit of help setting it in place, but once Daniel or David appeared that wouldn't be a problem. Working with the glass had brought him back to himself a bit, settling the turmoil his departure from the hotel had stirred in him. It had given him time to think about what he wanted to do, what he *could* do about the situation he'd found himself in. Tony was already lost, and it seemed Tom was right behind him. Reluctantly, Brad admitted that both situations were beyond him. All he could do was face the facts that stared him in the face, and try to be there for them if they needed him. He found it funny that Tony's situation was easier to think about than his new relationship with Tom. That whole thing scared the shit out of him, and once away from the dynamic presence of his newest lover he became more and more confused about what he felt. The *really* funny thing was that he wished he could talk to Tony about it and hear what he thought... He could just imagine what Tony would have to say about this! Brad chuckled to himself at the thought of Tony's expression when he told him - but the laughter died away in a instant as he remembered just exactly how his affair with the mortal "Brat" had begun. For the first time since it had happened, Brad remembered the state Tony had been in when he fled into the night. Now he had something new to worry about... _________________________________________________________________________ Post 458: David David awoke to the sounds of a hammer banging and hardware being dragged up the attic steps. He immediately sat up, startle by the noise, only to find he was tangled up in the heavy blue velvet curtains that used to hang over the windows. Sometime before dawn, he and Pandora must have pulled them down for protection from the sun. He was able to free his head and arms, but found it difficult to liberate his right foot. He couldn't even imagine how a thing could get so tangled...in a curtain. His strategy of slowly working his foot out of the bind wasn't successful. Violent kicking came to mind, but he didn't want to rip the drapes or disturb Pandora. Finially,he gave up and slumped back down. "Something the matter?" Pandora was up now and making her from under the curtain. "That noise, what's going on in the house?" "It's Brad fixing the attic window, you remember Daniel's little flying mishap." "Ah, yes, I forgot about that." "So soon?" She teased. "Well I had a rather pleasent diversion." He laughed. Pandora let out a small giggle and positioned herself on top of David, tangling them in the drapery even further. "It seems as though everyone experienced a similar phenomenon last night." "Ah yes, the two actors." "And Daniel and Jesse." "What?!" "Some times it's a curse being this old, it's so hard to block it all out." She smiled wickedly at David. "I don't think they want anyone to know though, so it's best not to say anything." "Tell me Pandora" "Hmmmm?" "Was I in your thoughts at all last night." "Ah, poor David! Of course you were, *you* were the main attraction! The rest were just the annoying side shows you know are there, but don't pay much attention to." "That's good to know. You think we should get untangled now?" Pandora's eyes lit up. "That has the potential to be *very* fun!" "Okay then, I think if you look at this like a Chinese finger trap, we should be able to get out of this without ripping the curtains. Don't tense up, just relax and slowly move your body." "What ever you say Professor." She said in a deep seductive tone as she methodically and slowly moved the length of her body against him. "Like this?" "Oh yes! We'll certainly be out of this...some day." He's mind felt out of joint with reality as the friction between their skin sent shockwaves throughout his entire body. What had she been as a mortal? A courtisean, yes that was it! Time certainly hadn't dulled her skills. What of Marius, what would he think if he saw the two of them together now? And Santino? Well that certainly had killed his mood. "You're thinking of them again." She said flatly "It's okay, thinking of Marius usually kills the mood for me too." "It's not Marius--" "Yes, I know. It's Santino. You should go to him, he's a good man and only trying to look out for a friend, the way he always has." David was in shock for a moment, he had forgotten that Pandora knew Santino before the meeting at the Sonoma compound. "You and Santino, you rescued Marius from the ice! I hadn't thought of that!" "Understand that Santino has never been looked upon favorably by anyone. Armand looks at him with contempt for throwing him into a world of darkness and misery. Marius felt betrayed when Santino lead his coven in to steal "those who must be kept" and destroy Marius and his union with Armand in the process. And of course, after he left the Roman coven he was outcasted. Don't blame him now for trying to make amends, for trying to keep together the one true friendship he has with Lestat...and now you. Wisdom is not the only thing that comes with age, there are many regrets that are gathered in eternity. Don't judge him so harshly until you have walked his space of time." Her words made sense to him. Perhaps he needed to rethink his ultimatum...perhaps he needed to learn that he was not as divorced from his humanity as he thought he was. "I need time to think." He finally said as he slipped out of the curtain and stood up. "Thank you Pandora, for putting things in a new perspective." He walked out of the room and took to meadering about the house for a bit, until he found himself in the attic staring at the agitated form of Brad "attempting" to either fix the window or replace the whole side wall pannel with his bare hands. "Do you need help with that, Mr. Pitt?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 459: Lestat Lestat looked up at the young mortal in front of him, his gaze measuring what he saw. Outwardly he looked calm but inside everything was raging. There was no single emotion that he did not feel right at that very second and it occured to him that he might either weep or laugh at any moment just to focus on a single one. And he would have liked to share this with Tom, the one person who seemed to have a knack for understanding him without needing to be told. But the guilt from having all but shoved Brad out of the door--something he had NEVER meant to do to either one of the mortals--was still with him. He could not burden this young one further. All of this flashed through his mind in less than a second. His reply came naturally. "No thank you, Tom. I am fine." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 460: Daniel "Lestat might be a wildman, but he's not stupid." Daniel leveled his gaze at her. "Besides, Lestat seems to have some interest in Tom, he's not going to hurt Brad...at least not yet." "Thanks Daniel, that makes me feel *much* better!" "Jesse, he a mortal, a MORTAL! It would be great if he could be left to the world, but it's too late, he knows us. He may not want the gift, he may never ask for it. Hell, if he's lucky, Antonio and Tom might let him go, But he *knows* us...theres no going back from that. I'm living proof of what happens to mortals that hang around vampires too long. He'll either go mad, or he'll have to be turned." "NO! That isn't true! He doesn't--" "He doesn't want the the gift, yes, that is what he says. I'm not going to pretend I don't have a hard time believing that. But even if he means it, what will he do when we all go away? You can't go through all that and not be radically changed! "Jesse, for now he's safe, let him have his time to himself. And let us have ours. It's such a beautiful night, Jess...dance with me!" "What?" "There, on that cloud right under the moon. Dance with the devil under the pale moonlight...come on, it's our chance to be a Batman cliche." He laughed pulling her in the direction of the destined cloud. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 461: Brad "Do you need help with that, Mr. Pitt?" Brad practically jumped out of his skin. God *damn* these guys! "Try to make a bit of noise next time, okay David?" Brad patted his chest where his rapidly beating heart was trying to slow itself down. "And it's Brad. We *have* been formally introduced, you know." Brad grinned at David, glad to have some company at last. Maybe now he could stop brooding about things... "And as a matter of fact, yes, I do need help with this. I can't hold the frame in place and secure it at the same time, and... oh, hey! Thanks David!" "If you'd show me how you'd like it positioned I can hold it there while you secure it." Brad's grinned widened into a delighted smile at the nonchalant way David held the heavy glass and wood window in his hands as if it were a piece of paper. "Come on, I'll show you where I want it." They worked for awhile in companionable silence - something that Brad appreciated. Not many people knew how, or when, to be quiet. It seemed David had a knack for that kind of thing. "Thank you, Brad. It's nice to know I have a knack for something..." Brad ignored the fact that David had picked up the thought and, alerted by something in the tone of his voice, looked closer at the strangest of all the vampires he'd met. Old and young, this one - in more ways than one. And he didn't seem to happy about it. "You okay, David. You seem kinda bummed. Anything I can do?" Brad hesitated just a bit, not really knowing what he could do, but wanting to help just the same. "I know it's not much, but I'm a good listener, if you need to talk..." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 462: Tom That phrase... it was as though some instinct drew on a hidden string within Tom. At once his bearing straightened, a new fire dancing within his gaze. His thoughts calmed, focused, it was as though he saw the world in a *slightly* sharper light. In other words, he unconsciously dropped into character. "Fine?" he snorted softly. "Use that word with *anyone* but me." The startled look on Lestat's face, the laughter which bubbled up moments later, was enough to draw him back out of it again. He was momentarily horrified that he had actually done "Lestat" in front of the genuine article, but as Lestat continued to laugh Tom could not help but join in. "Sorry." he said somewhat sheepishly. "It comes and goes..." "No... don't apologise." Lestat assured him through his mirth. "It's rather facinating to watch." He gathered himself together, still smiling, and rested his hands on Tom's shoulders. "Thank you for that. I needed that tonight. There are... well, if it all comes together, there will be enough material for another book, just within tonight's events." He saw the look on Tom's face and shook his head. "No, it is nothing you can be a part of. But later, we'll discuss it." He cut off another protest with gentle pressure from his fingers, a small reassuring squeeze. "I promise." Tom nodded and headed for the door, though somewhat still reluctant. So many things to consider. Brad... his desperate desire to HAVE him now tempered by the wonderous reality of being had by him... and the staggering possibility of the Dark Gift... if he *truly* wanted it. Suddenly his mind was spinning from it all. "Very well." he answered at last. "I'll leave you to it. But if you should need someone to talk to..." He left the offer open and then headed for the door. Once outside he chose his path at random, needing the motion. For dinner he grabbed a hot dog from a cart and kept going, paying no attention to his direction. He found himself heading "riverside". The directions in New Orleans, like everything else about the city, were unique. The compass had been suspended, replaced by Uptown, Downtown, Riverside and Lakeside. He only knew that Riverside was east because of how conscious he had become of late to the rising sun. And so it was that he finally came to the river herself, walking past the sloping roof of the Aquarium to gaze into the murky waters of the Mississippi. He sighed, taking in the sheer beauty of the night. When he moved here, he needed to get a boat. It would go well with the plane. Why not? These waters needed to be taken advantage of. They could cruise under the Dixie Gates... if Brad liked boats. Then his mind stumbled to a halt. His image had been of the two of them, cruising the Mississippi as though it were the most natural thing in the world - in the heart of darkness. His memories were converting to those of the night. He was coming to think like that. For a brief moment Tom knew fear, the man he had once been rising frantically to the surface. "Run!" this inner voice cried. "Run before it is too late! Back to your family! Your career! You still have time!" And even then his heart gently boxed the voice, put it far away. It was then he truly knew. The choice had been made. Not even for Brad... not even for *himself*, would he turn his course now. He gripped the railing to still the sudden shiver that ran through him. This... was his reality now - child of darkness... heir to the Prince. It was as though the world suddenly lay before him, opened like a blooming flower, ready to be appreciated, plucked, crushed. The choice was his. He had only thought he knew power before. Now he moved into a whole new realm... and he couldn't wait. Decision made, he knew what he had to do. Calmly, but with purpose, he headed "Uptown". Toward First street. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 463: Armand Armand's mind skidded for a moment at this unexpected turn of events. Marius accompany him? Impossible! Unthinkable. In fact... Armand smiled back at Marius, keeping it light, pleasant. "Padrone, I'm sure you understand. I'm nervous enough as it is. To have you there as well... I wouldn't know how to respond." He looked into Marius' eyes, his smile widening slightly. "After all, the emotions I feel for you and the emotions I have for Lestat... so different. And I will need all my concentration tonight." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 464: Marius Marius never so much as blinked. In fact, he remained very still, smiling just a little, not so much as a twitch showing his emotion. He was rather proud of it, actually. "Of course, ragazzo," he replied calmly. "I understand. But," he held up his hand to forestall any words from Armand, letting his voice drop, becoming slightly sharper, "I think it would be best if I was there. I shall promise not to be in the way, and I will wait out in the hall if you insist. But you are not going to walk over there by yourself to speak to him." He fixed Armand with a cool look, the smile slipping entirely away. "Do we understand one another, caro?" _________________________________________________________________________ Post 465: Lestat Lestat watched Tom go with a small pang of sadness. He'd woken up with the desire to talk to this mortal, yet he knew that it was better to let him go now, before he did more damage to this brash young actor who could very well be his child. Talking could always be done later. As for pain... well, that was hardly a new or different state in Lestat's life anyway. What was more or less of it, now? A knock at the door broke through this train of thought. A messanger. With a letter from Louis. Lestat all but shoved the mortal through the opposite wall of the hallway in his haste to shut the suite door in order to devor Louis' words in privacy. Lestat read the letter. Paused. Then read it twice more. A meeting. Louis wanted a face to face meeting. Lestat became so lost in thought at the very idea that it took him several minutes to realize that his eyes would stop feeling so dry if he just started blinking again. "Alright, Lestat, be sensible. It's not as though you haven't spoken with Louis before." Oh, sure, like *that* helped. In a flash Lestat was on his feet again, racing after the messanger in order to send a reply back to Louis before he changed his mind. He caught up with the young man just as he was about to get into the elevator (it didn't occur to Lestat until later to wonder if the elevators were that slow or if he just read that quickly). The mortal jumped back about five feet at the sight of Lestat again, but Lestat ignored this. "I need you to bring a response back to the man who sent you to me." "But sir, I've got another message already--" Lestat fixed him with a LOOK "--I suppose I could fit it in." "I suppose you could," Lestat said. Then, when the mortal looked at him expectantly. "What?" The mortal hemmed and hawed a bit, not daring to make eye contact again. "I... ah... need the... ah... message to give *to* him." He jumped back another foot when Lestat's gaze snapped at him again. "Never mind! I'll make up something!" That did it, Lestat gave in to the laughing fit. "Come with me, my friend." Without waiting for a reply, he dragged the mortal back to his suite, quickly wrote a message to Louis telling him that yes, he would like to meet with him face to face as well, then gave it to the messenger along with a hundred dollar bill. Lestat wasn't sure if the mortal was more frightened of him or the money. "Go on," he told him. "I need that message to be delivered quickly. As in *now*." The mortal, thrilled to be able to get back to doing his job, was out the door before Lestat could finish his sentence. Lestat laughed again, savoring it for as long as he could before the results of what he had just written occured to him. "Mon Dieu, Lestat, what *are* you doing to yourself?" He sighed, then, deciding that he had to do *something* or go insane waiting until he could meet up with Louis, returned to his bedroom to change. *Have to wear something appropriate, after all. Something Louis would like.* Lestat spied a pair of tight black jeans and a loose white shirt hanging in his closet and smiled as he began to change. *Oui, this will do nicely, I think.* _________________________________________________________________________ Post 466: Armand Armand looked at Marius, suddenly and completely loving the man who stood before him. Even in the middle of centuries old revenge, the emotions were powerful enough to leave Armand speechless. Marius, no fool, knew. And rather than let the two of them tear each other apart, would stand between. Of course Armand could never allow that. But it did not stop the emotions from flooding him, nor did it stop him from moving into Marius' arms. He felt his creator tense in surprise before wrapping strong arms around him, holding him close. In the middle of the courtyard, water trickeling from a half a dozen inset fountains, Armand found a moment of peace. "Yes, padrone," his voice was soft, warm, surprising himself all over again. "We do understand one another." He moved even closer, until his ear rested just over Marius' heart, listening to the beat - more rapid than normal. Armand knew he could take some credit for that, but no pride. That heartbeat was from tension and fear, not passion. Then he looked up and smiled. "Padrone... have you ever seen Pointe du Lac?" The question caught him so off guard that Marius actually jumped, just a little. "Louis?" "No, the plantation. Have you ever seen it?" Marius looked at Armand as though one of them had lost their mind. "He burned it, I thought." "He did. The original is lost. But there is another, very similar to the original plantation. It's a museum now. I used to visit it when I lived here. It was a private residence then... would you like to see it? It is a timeless place. I found it peaceful." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 467: David "You okay, David? You seem kinda bummed. Anything I can do?" Brad hesitated just a bit, not really knowing what he could do, but wanting to help just the same. "I know it's not much, but I'm a good listener, if you need to talk..." David stared at Brad for a moment, he had an amazing talent for picking up on moods and David wondered if the actor was a bit empathic. "Bummed? Yes, I guess you can say that is the word to articulate my present mood." David smiled, he liked Brad. He hadn't expected an actor of his status and age to be quite this sincere and genuine. "Thank you for the offer, but I'm afraid it's a bit difficult to explain. If I ever figure out my labyrinthian life, I think I will follow Lestat and Louis in the tradition of book writing." They both laughed at that thought. "I don't know David, how old do you think I will be when they get around to making it a movie?" "Oh, I wouldn't worry about that Brad." he said with a pause "You could play the old me, but you'll have to brush up on your British accent." He gave Brad a wide cheshire grin that could rival the Brat Prince himself. Brad had slightly backed away and David realized that he had made the man *very* uncomfortable. He sometimes forgot that "the gift" had a way of making one look simmultaneously beautiful and frightening to mortals. He looked back to the window frame. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..." "Oh, hey it's alright, I know." They finish securing the window in the silence that they had started in, only a little more uneasy now. Finally, David spoke again. "Brad, can I offer you a bit of advice from a man that's seen just about everything?" Brad nodded, who was he to refuse? "Treasure the life you have. I know that you do, I can see that you belong to the sun, but sometimes...well, sometimes when someone dangles the golden ring before you, it's hard to refuse. The disappointment is almost unbearable when it tarnishes. Hold fast to your desires and ambitions, don't let *anyone* intrude on them, for any reasons. "You're on the right path Brad and I'd like to help you stay there. If you need help for *any* reason, call on me, or anyone else in this house for that matter. There is a powerful force gathered here, and you are under our protection. Remember that." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 468: Tom and Antonio Tom briefly entertained the thought of catching a trolly to 1st Street, but then decided the commotion caused by a "Star Sighting" on the St. Charles Line to be too much for him to cope with, at present. He had other things to worry about. Besides, the walk, while long, was not taxing. He could use the time to think. That was, until the cab passed him on St. Charles. He saw it slow, then *stop*, backing up until the cab was next to him. The driver, a woman in her mid-40's by appearance, opened the door, stood, and simply *looked* at him. Tom sighed and looked back, waiting. She blinked, then shook her head. "You're... Tom Cruise aren't you?" This caught him by surprise. "Yes...?" The driver blushed a bit, then shrugged. "Sorry. Thought you were someone else. I've seen him, once or twice... never mind. Need a lift?" Intrigued, Tom climbed in. "I'm headed to St. Charles and First." She simply nodded and put the car into motion. "You would be." Now totally bemused, he sat back and watched for a time as the city swept by them. Then, he couldn't help but ask. "Who did you think I was?" The driver shrugged. "It's not important. Never mind." "You thought I was Lestat." His soft pronouncement was not a question. She gave him a sharp look in the rearview. "Listen. We're not crazy in this town, and we don't need your big city Hollywood attitude, all right?" Tom shook his head. "I'm not trying to imply anything of the sort." He smiled as they neared First Street. "In fact, I saw him not long ago myself." She looked at him dubiously, still not sure if he was making fun of her or not. So he simply smiled as they approached the corner and then paid her, including a generous tip. The encounter was forgotten almost at once as he began walking down the street toward Brad's part-time address. Not by the virtue of walking... but by virtue of the fact that he spied yet another visitor come to call on the porch. At once Tom was running, across the street, into the yard and up the steps before Antonio had time to ring the bell. Antonio sighed when he saw Tom running. "He does not need you as his personal watchdog, you know." "I know. I know that." Tom drew a deep breath, as much to steady his suddenly pounding heart as to recover from his short sprint. Antonio, in the past few nights, had become the model vampire. His exotic good looks had transformed into unearthly beauty, as fully compelling as Louis himself. The thought of the two of them together briefly swamped Tom. It was Antonio's laughter which brought him back. "Flattery..." he drawled, his accent making the words into a dangerous purr, "... will get you *nowhere* with me." "I understand that too. Please. I just want to talk to you." Tom could see that the fledgling was unimpressed and was held by a near-desperation. "Please... I just want to talk." Antonio frowned. He had never seen Tom drop his guard like this before. It was wholly unlike him. Mentally checking on Brad, still busy with his repairs in the attic, he decided to give in, for the moment. "Very well. Talk." At once Tom was backing down the steps, beckoning Antonio to follow. A mist was rising in the night, rolling off of the river. What more perfect setting could there be for a walk with a vampire? Tom deliberately headed riverside, deeper into the Garden District. They crossed St. Charles and then at once found themselves enveloped in the violet/silver mist. If the effect was not lost on Tom... he glanced at his companion and smiled. Antonio seemed to have forgotten Tom was there. He gazed into the sky, through the branches, watching as the mist swirled around them, himself every bit as much a creature of the night as the mist itself. "This is what I shall become." Tom thought. Along those lines he was prompted to ask, "How goes it for you? How are you managing?" Antonio snapped back to the present, and pinned Tom with a glare. "Why on earth would you care?" Tom shrugged. "You're a new-born vampire. I'm curious." Antonio caught himself staring at a particular house, painted the same shade as the mist. It seemed to loom somewhere between reality and fantasy... covered with vines, the plants in front thick and overgrown. In his minds eye he caught the image of a woman in a rocker, spending her life on that porch as all she knew, herself included, slowly decayed and rotted away. He blinked and the image was gone, but not the impression. "It is overwhelming." he said softly. "Nothing is as it appears. The world is completely different from one moment to the next. It is intoxicating." "In other words, it's out of control." *That* brought Antonio back to earth, finally. "Tell me something I do not know." he snapped as they walked past the house and on down the street. "Very well." Tom took a deep breath. "Brad and I are lovers. And Lestat just offered me the Dark Gift." Antonio halted in mid-stride, in a position utterly impossible for a human to duplicate. Tom stumbled to a stop next to him. "You're joking." "No. I'm not. But I still can't determine if that would make me your nephew or your brother or your cousin, or what." Looking pained, Antonio assumed a more natural position then held up his hand. "I've stopped trying to figure it out, myself. When the mother literally becomes the child... it just stops there." Then he looked around. "We do need to talk, you're right. Come on." He headed away from the river, to a quiet place only blocks away that he had spied earlier. When they reached it, Tom could not help but smile. "The Lafayette Cemetary." "A very quiet place." With ease Antonio grabbed Tom then hurdled the wall surrounding the cemetary. Rather than settle, as Tom expected, Antonio shoved his hands in his pockets and continued walking, making his way through the miniature city of white marble. "If you take the Gift," he began after a few moments, "what will become of Brad?" "That is what I want to talk to you about. I know that you and he are... close." Antonio simply nodded. "When I become a vampire as well, I have no idea what I will do." "You know exactly what you will do. You've come to me to try to talk you out of it." Tom smiled, studying the damp grass under his feet rather than look up. "Yes. Exactly. I need your help." Antonio groaned softly, almost a laugh, almost a sob. "You have come to the *wrong* person, my friend. I want him as badly as you do." Tom hesitated. "I swore I would help him fight it. To keep his mortality." "And yet in your heart you have already betrayed him." "Yes." Antonio's reply was so soft Tom had to strain to hear it. "And so, Lestat, would you make him your Louis?" "And keep you as our Armand? Create the coven all over again?" Tom's reply was quiet and intense. Antonio only shook his head. "I believe our roles are reversed. I am more like Lestat. *You* would end up being Armand. But Brad... "he sighed, raking the cemetary as though it contained answers that were but hidden in the mist. "Brad would most definitely be Louis." "Yes." Tom stopped as well, searching the night, knowing his heart already. "I will not be able to resist him." "No, you will not. And even if you do... " Finally Antonio met Tom's eyes again, allowing the mortal to see the hunger there, the desire. Tom only nodded, understanding it at once. "We should stay as far away from him as possible." Tom finally said. "Yes." "We should never return to him." "Yes." Tom started back across the cemetary, in the direction of First Street. He did not turn back, but only said softly, "Are you coming?" Antonio sighed, then followed. "Yes." _________________________________________________________________________ Post 469: Louis "Mr. du Lac?" Louis turned to see the concierge walking after him with quick mincing steps. An amused grin threatened to spread over Louis' features,but he cleared his throat instead, quelling the expression and merely looked pleasant. "Oui?" "I have a message for you." The concierge held out an envelope. "It was delivered not a quarter of an hour ago. Do you wish to send a reply?" Louis opened the envelope and glanced at the familiar scrawl. "Louis- Midnight. Back parlour. Lestat" Louis shook his head. "No... no reply. Thank you." Louis walked toward the elevator. Lestat did want to see him! He did want to talk to him, face to face! As he waited for the elevator, thoughts ran through his mind. What would he say? Hello, Lestat. Nice to see you. The reason why I fell into bed with Antonio was because I had to obliterate the pain of your leaving me... The door to the elevator opened, Louis stepped in and pushed the button for his floor. 'What do I say to him? Lestat, being separated from you is one nightmare -no, can't use the word nightmare- one living, breathing hell...' Louis sighed and closed his eyes. He should simply come out and say it. 'Lestat. I love you.' Louis sighed again. He'd say that, but when? When he first set eyes on the blond demon? The doors opened and Louis stepped out. Flexing his fingers unconciously, he walked down the hall to his suite. He pictured the last scene with Lestat. Played out right here, at his door. His mouth tight to Lestat's, Lestat's body pressing him against the door, Lestat's hands on his body... Louis shivered. The very thought of intimacy... He opened the door with his agile mind and walked into the darkened suite and over to the window. "Antonio..." he whispered. It had been so very wrong. And only sadness came out of it. Louis closed his eyes and scanned for his friend. Ah. With Tom. What would happen with Brad? Would Tonio leave the mortal, or would he try and keep his human passion alive and beating inside his chest? "Tonio... I'm so very sorry. I only hope I was of some help to you..." Louis murmured, looking out into the street below. Louis opened the long window and stepped out onto the lacy balcony. "Why did I come here? To this hotel?" He looked into the night sky. "Claudia..." he whispered. "Did you remember the night Lestat brought you to this very place, wrapped in blankets..." In a few hours he'd be at their home. The home they shared for nearly sixtyfive years. He wanted to return to his home. To Lestat. To live there with him until New Orleans turned to dust... If only he could put into words the emotions that were coursing through him. The undeniable love for Lestat, his remorse for the affair with Antonio, the need to be back with his lover, his companion, his maker. _________________________________________________________________________ Post 470: Jesse "It's such a beautiful night, Jess...dance with me!" "What?" "There, on that cloud right under the moon. Dance with the devil under the pale moonlight...come on, it's our chance to be a Batman cliche." He laughed pulling her in the direction of the destined cloud. "Daniel..." Jesse laughed, as he slipped his arm around her waist and began to dance her through the silvery mist. He drew back slightly and grinned. "Haven't you ever wanted to do this? I mean, really dance on a cloud?" "Not until I met you." She replied touching her cold cheek to his. "You make me feel... like Ginger Rogers!" "Then I'm Fred Astaire!" He twirled her around and then dipped her back over one arm. He brought her upright and then back against him, dancing closely. "Sing with me Jess! Heaven... I'm in heaven and my heart beats so that I can hardly speak... and I seem to find the happiness I seek... when we're out together dancing cheek to cheek!" Daniel sang the old song to her as he moved her around the clouds. "Where ever did you learn that song!" "Armand loves movies... la,da,da,da,da,dum cheek to cheek.... we saw every movie that was ever made, I swear to God, Jess." He laughed "Specially Fred Astaire... de,dum,de,dum,deeeeee...He went through a real thrities kick for a while." "You're quite the romantic, aren't you?" She said softly. "Uh huh. So are you. Admit it. Oh, look, Jess... a plane! Wave to the nice mortals, we could end up on one of those mysterious sightings TV shows!" Daniel twirrled her around again.