Part XI
Lestat is back to his usual tricks, but Formosus has some of
his own.
Notes Written in 2000, this story was inspired by characters and situations
created by a certain author who discourages fan fiction.
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Formosus stood at the corner of the bed, his body completely
still, hands at his sides. For a moment Lestat merely stared
at him in mute wonder. The beauty confused the issue. He decided
to raise things up a notch. His life had become so boring of
late - why not stir things up? In any case, he was feeling slightly
annoyed to have his usual place in the spotlight usurped.
"Answer
me, dear little man!"
Finally
Formosus spoke: "You decide, Lestat."
"Decide
what?"
"Seduction
or battle," replied Formosus flatly.
"All right
then, let me try the latter. And I do this because you obviously
have taken my Louis somehow, brought him to you. I return and
he is changed and -"
"Lestat,"
Formosus interrupted, "I really wish you could understand. I
do not take anyone 'away,' I give them a gift, a feeling of
happiness of -"
This time
it was Lestat's turn to interrupt, but there were no words.
Using the power of his mind, he struck Formosus and threw his
body across the room, into the brick and plaster wall. Formosus'
head hit with a crack and he crumpled to the floor, a great
swipe of blood trailing on the wall above him.
Out in the
yard, Louis flew towards the door. Marius caught him and held
him still. Like the younger vampire, he had felt the power of
Lestat's blow and the accompanying wave of pain.
"Let them
be, young one," Marius said firmly, trying to be strong, as
he knew he must.
"But he
is being hurt!" Louis cried between his tears. "Lestat could
kill him!"
Marius shook
his head. "No, Louis, I do not believe that is so. Formosus
is powerful and not in one way only."
Louis stopped
struggling in Marius' arms. "Yes, I experienced that earlier
tonight," Louis said softly. "He has a gift."
"Indeed
he has. And believe me, Louis, that gift will save him."
Marius took
Louis in his arms, hoping that this was true.
Meanwhile
Formosus lay on the floor. The wound in his head had already
healed and now his face and hair were covered with sticky, drying
blood. He did not move, nor did he defend himself when Lestat
continued his attack, kicking his sides, stomping on his hands.
Formosus did not stir, even when blood tears were escaping down
his cheeks by the dozen, mixing with the blood from his head.
All at once
Lestat stopped and moved back with faltering steps. Looking
at the scene before him, his mind went back to that awful night
so long ago in Paris, at the Palais Royale, when Armand had
seduced him, tried to draw his blood, betrayed him. That night
he had beaten Armand to a pulp. Armand had been the stronger
of the two, and yet he had allowed it. Afterward Armand lay
broken on the ground like a smashed china doll. There had been
no protest, no fight, only resignation. He had been beaten.
Was this what had happened now? Was this one beaten? Lestat
realized that the wounds were already closed but in a deeper
sense, had he wounded this creature?
A silent
voice startled him. No, you have not. The voice was beautiful,
musical. Again he remembered Armand, this time the songs he
had sung to him in those early days, songs across the miles,
summons of the heart and soul. I have let you wound me, only
to show you that I cannot be hurt. And to show you how much
I love you.
Lestat grew
dizzy. Was Formosus creating a spell? No, that couldn't be,
he was too strong to be controlled against his will, without
his knowledge. Yet looking down at Formosus, something in that
expression, covered in blood, was turning his heart. Speak
to me again, he said in his own silent voice.
Ask and
you shall receive, sighed the voice in its timeless beauty.
Lestat thought suddenly of Magnus, who had said the very same
thing, just before he brought him into this life of darkness.
When he had received that blood, he had no idea what it would
mean. Or that the giver of that blood would perish that very
night.
"Lestat,"
broke in the voice, now spoken with lips and not the mind, "I
understand how you feel about Magnus."
"You do?"
asked Lestat, unperturbed that his thoughts had been read.
Truly
I do, replied Formosus.
"And not
just from the books?"
"No, Lestat,
I mean I understand what it was like, to be made like that,
without the companionship of one's maker, alone in the world."
"I hadn't
thought of that. You, Marius and I, all made my powerful, dying
vampires needing heirs."
"Yes," Formosus
said heavily. "I envy the likes of Louis, Armand, Benji, Sybelle...
Made in love, brought in consciously, living to know their makers..."
His words trailed off. He shook his head violently. "Not that
I would have wanted to know my maker," he sighed. "It was only
the idea I wanted to share... of being without a maker."
"But you
must have made up for this later. Tell me about your children,
Formosus," Lestat said soothingly, unprepared for the look of
pure pain he saw in the visage of the young man before him,
suddenly so stricken, as if he had received a fatal shot to
the heart. What had he said? His thoughts raced. Akasha! She
had killed his children! And he had forgotten this and had -
"No, Lestat,"
Formosus said quietly. He reached out and grasped Lestat's hand.
Lestat slipped down to the floor and rested beside the by now
healed body. "No, Lestat, they were not killed during the catastrophe."
He paused. "I have no children and never have."
Now Lestat
was truly sorry. How could he have brought this up so casually?
He had simply thought it a given that a 2,000-year-old vampire
would had to have given the world at least a few more vampires,
if not dozens. Even Armand had made one. And Louis had made
Madeleine, if only against his will. But to be completely alone,
without companions, for that long? For Lestat this seemed an
impossibility.
"You are fortunate, Lestat," Formosus said, obviously reading
his thoughts again. "Not all of your immortal companions have
lived on and certainly you have been through a great deal of
pain on their account, but all the same, they were there for
you when the mortal world pressed on you. And then of course
you had the others, people like Marius, Armand, and finally
after the catastrophe, a whole coven of vampires. Despite the
fights, cruelties, conflict, you knew what it was to be with
others of your kind. You shared the silent voice with them,
you experienced the night together.
"For me,
it was one lonely night after another. Either that or a night
cavorting among humans, pretending that they could sustain me
for eternity when in fact I knew what I needed most in the world
was the company of equals. People with whom I could share my
love, truly and deeply and forever."
Lestat watched
as yet another tear trailed down Formosus' cheek. Leaning forward,
his kissed the tear, tasted the blood. Powerful blood. Lestat
kissed Formosus full on the lips. "Not anymore, Formosus, not
anymore will you be alone. Not like that." He took the delicate
hands in his own and kissed them. He gathered the smaller body
in his arms and rising slowly, set him down on the bed.
He understood
everything. Marius' unabashed love for this creature. When he
had first seen it he had thought it was purely a matter of Formosus
being from the time of Rome. Now he saw the perfection of the
union, how Marius was getting the fledgling he was never able
to have, and how Formosus was gaining the maker, the lover,
he had not had since he was mortal.
And Louis,
this one had come to Louis purely to love him and to experience
another of his kind. To share his soul, his body, and make up
for his years of empty longing, not to mention the centuries
of dying under the ground. He had come to Louis and loosed his
chains. Lestat wondered what surprises Louis would have in store
for him and he smiled.
"He is a
wondrous creature, your Louis," Formosus said quietly. "He makes
me happy."
"He makes me happy, too," replied Lestat. Shifting gears: "And
is there a way for me to make you happy, lonely little Formosus?"
Formosus
nodded and smiled. "Yes, let me draw you close." Before Lestat
knew what was happening, he felt himself pulled down onto the
bed, not by hands but by the force of a powerful will. "Lestat,
I want us to be together now. I will take you and you will take
me."
But of
course, sighed Lestat inwardly as he felt the first kiss.
"Well what's it going to be?" asked Lestat as he followed Formosus
into Marius' bedroom. "Are you going to throw me down on the
bed and take me... or is there going to be a battle?"